Joshua Lanuarii, Squiblers - ​used to lyrics

All the shit i used to do
It keeps killing me
Flipping through memories like it's ecstasy
I used to be the cool kid, now i'm washed up
Used to scream and shout
But nobody gave a fuck
I used to go to parties
 now they streaming molly
I'm tired of looking back
Dunno where to find me
Confused on where to go
But we keep going back one of these days
Might just have a heart attack

Kids used to make me sit alone at the table
Slowly i notice my life's like a fable
Ride alone with no passengers
I drown myself enabled
Fuck around with the wrong ones
My neck's got a cable
Used to be the one getting pushed all around
Oh shit, it's that lame kid
Let's go get him down
Get high, george washington
Get sent to the pound
Didn't know i was young
Just wanted to fuck around

Just wanted to fuck around
Didn't know i was young
Just wanted to fuck around
Just wanna fuck around
Just wanna fuck around

Back when i was younger
Let's say middle school
Had some good experience
My life was feeling cool
But now i'm 17 and this shit is getting weird
Now it's all the drama
That's getting me endeared
Numbers are addicting and likes
Are like a drug
If people make a point, i just block
Don't give a fuck
Never had support on the shit i used to love
Now i'm at the top, actin like i'm all above
If people never gave a shit
Then why am i at the top feeling like this?
If people ever say it's easy
I'll shut their fucking mouth and
Make em feel queasy

I used to go to parties
Now they streaming molly
I'm tired of looking back
Dunno where to find me
Confused on where to go
But we keep going back one of these days
Might just have a heart attack
Might just have a heart attack
One of these days
Might just have a heart attack
Might just have a heart attack
One of these days, might just have a