Joshua Lanuarii, Squiblers - ​it never stays the same lyrics

It never stays the same
It's like this every day
I'm feelin' really lonely
It feels like no one knows me

It never stays the same
Got like shit in my brain
Feels like I'll go insane, I'll go insane
 it's like this every day
All my friends abandon me
I feel like going gray
And if I was indifferent then
I might just blow the brakes
Summer '19 was my breaking point
I might just go away
And if I went off, grace the send on
I might just make mistakes
Never stays the same, never stays the same
Never stays the same

'Cause every time I'm lookin' at
Myself inside the mirror
I see a person everybody hates
And it gets clearer
I wanna be a better person than I am today
But it will never even matter
They'll abandon me anyway
I'm tired of the shit that people
Always want to put me through
They challenge me with issues where I
Never know what I should do
I'm scrollin' through my friends list
And I'm regretting it all
I don't even think they'll care if
I die inside a call
I just wanna be myself and
They don't want that
Chillin' with my friend group and
They don't like that
I just want a stable group
Where I feel protected
And not the one I had where I got rejected
They cut me off from everything
And I don't know why
I been looking for a reason
But that always wanna fight
The further I look into it
The more that I regret
I don't ever wanna think
About making more friends

It never stays the same
It never stays the same
It's like this every day
It never stays the same