Squiblers - ‎cycles lyrics

Spent years doin' shit that I don't even like
And now I'm in an apartment
Thinkin' I'll be fine
Dropped out, fucked up, it's a horrible cycle
Repetitively, it's like they're after me

And I don't even wanna be here
It's horrible
Multiple times that I told you to leave
Why the fuck do you not listen to me?
I'm tryin' to help you
I don't wanna feed off the
Shit that you're telling me, sellin' me
Shit that I don't want mom to see
Go back in time like I'm Cеlebi
Back to the years whеre my happiness
Carried me through my depression

I'm leavin' impressions on people
I don't even know, i gotta go
Before it gets worse I don't want it to show
My insecurities they won't let me go

My brain is an awful place
I'm always scared
I don't ever wanna get replaced
It's on my mind constantly
Running in circles
The constant anxiety's making me hurtful

And I don't even wanna be here
It's horrible
Multiple times that I told you to leave
Why the fuck do you not listen to me?
I'm tryin' to help you

I don't wanna feed off the
Shit that you're telling me, sellin' me
Shit that I don't want mom to see
Go back in time like I'm Celebi
Back to the years where my happiness
Carried me through my depression

So fuck off I don't like the
Way you talk to me
You talk shit all the time so it's constantly
Not helping your point and
Not helping mine either
Fight fire with fire and hope
That you beat her

Spent years doin' shit that I don't even like
And now I'm in an apartment
Thinkin' I'll be fine
Dropped out, fucked up, it's a horrible cycle
Repetitively, it's like they're after me