Squiblers - ​dreams lyrics

So here's the jist of it
I'm gettin' fuck sick of it
These fake ass friends that got
Nothing to do with it
Shit‚ woah fuck‚ I'm sorry for the vent
I gotta find a way to
Represent my thoughts before they
Get repent‚ and resent someone
I wanted to forget (you little shit)

(Shit)
Well, that's the way it's s'posed to be
All my friends avoiding me
Gonna be the best I can be
I can be without living anonymously

(That's what all of us dream about, right?)
No‚ we dream bout' being stars
And really fancy cars
When the reality is none of us
Will make it that far
Let's think realistically for a second
If you had the chance
Would you take it or forget it?
Of course you're gonna take it
And your life will be in shambles
And then you'll come back just
Trying to sell your candles
And no one will ever buy
Say goodbye to your life
You already have hit's on you
For only fortune five

You wanna survive‚ but you have no hope
You only get one chance at life
So take it or go
(take it or go, take it or go)
And I think I'm gonna go

Fuck, I made a great mistake
My hopes and dreams are fake
The only thing I wanna take is my life
No shame in that, I wanna quit rap
But it's my only hobby
I don't wanna end up door
Holding in hotel lobbies
But that really seems like
The outcome of this

I'm tired of this shit, fuck this, fuck that
I made this as a tribute to someone I missed
That's why I wrote "Miss Me"

I always live in fear, I'm always miserable
I miss him a lot
I just really wish that he'd come home
But I guess we never get what we want
Especially if we find something
Cool and we flaunt

Fuck, all these fake people and liars
They're the only reason I wanna
Get higher and higher
And I get more tired and tired
I need to rest
But not until I'm called the best

I really just wanna lay on top
Of someone's chest to forget
But my previous back in April
I was getting into fights
Then over a few years back
I had my first DDoS attack
I'm being targeted by people
That I don't know
It makes me wanna think that
I don't deserve a home
But I do but as a matter of fact
But I just really hope that I
Don't die of a heart attack