Squiblers - ​i'd fucking die for you lyrics

Six hundred times that I've said
That I love you
I know things have changed but
I still really do
I say that, but it feels like a lie
I'm trying to cope and I don't mean to cry
We broke up and it's fuckin' with my mental
I know we couldn't do shit, it was incidental
I'm sorry for not letting you give your all
I'm hating myself, put my head in the wall
At least I'm coping in a healthy way
I'm workin' on a song instead of wasting away
Not swallowing drugs
You made me wanna stop that
I had something planned and I
Don't wanna drop that
But it won't be the same
Look at me now, look at what I became
You helped me back up when I was at my worst
But I feel like I failed you
Wish I could reverse
Everything that I've done wrong
Even though you say it's right
I'm just puttin' up a fight
With myself, "go to hell
" I hope that you'll be alright
And I'm sure I'll be fine
It'll take me some time
In the end, it's for the better
But I know you'll find someone
That's better than me