Squiblers - idolization lyrics
[Squiblers - idolization lyrics]
Just so I can share ideas and
Make sure I don't forget
That there’s people in this world that
I can always look up to
But I can never fuckin' know what any
One of them are up to
It's like it’s all a show or
A movie with some captions
I only know their twitter
And their half-staged reactions
I idolize these people I've
Never been introduced to
They could all be bad or awful but
That's something that we're used to
Seeing people for what they show
On the surface level
Ignore the drama that we keep
Away from our screen bezels
We assume that it's all false so
We brush it all away
And they respond and say it's true
And we're all like "okay"
Idolizing people that we don't even know
We don’t what to say about
It but we still show
Our love and our affection but
We never get mentioned
And it all causes a big
Spiral into teenage depression
I wake up and check my phone
And see the same old shit
I wake up and check my phone
And see the same old shit
I’m fuckin shocked
I could've never seen this coming
Seeing someone that I loved build
Up careers just for nothing
I want this person gone
I never wanna see their face again
I think my life is ruined
I don’t think that i can trust again
Having everything I loved get
Ripped away from me
I spent days on end showing
Love and all my sympathy
For this bitch who never noticed me
I think that I'm depressed
But I'm scared to tell my mom because
She'll think that I’m a pest
Because it's all just online at
The end of the day
I make myself too anxious over
Someone who gets paid
By our attention and our mentions
On any social media
But I guess it's all I have
So I'll just skip the Wikipedia
And never do my research on
My horrid mental state
I'll just blame it on on this
Person who I really fucking hate
I still don't know why I hate
Them but I really really do
But I'm starting to think it's stupid
Getting this worried over YouTube
I wake up and check my phone
And see the same old shit
I wake up and check my phone
And see the same old shit