Sshvdow - “LOVE” lyrics

Her presence inside of my
Chest and it's ending
I live in the past and im still here
Pretending that im feeling fine when im not
Poison inside of my skull has
My head go to rot
Acting okay when im numb ain't a shock to me
Im a good liar
I guess it's a part of my essence
Its something i don't understand
Why can't i sleep without holding your hand?

Numb as a mannequinn i feel panic only when
You ain't standing beside
Me handing over all of your love
As youre holding me close
Is it the touch that im missing the most?
Scrolling through pics on my phone only seems
To remind me that i am now all on my own
Im hardly existing with knowing youre missing
If i could rewind wonder how would it go?

Do you want me as bad as i wanted you, baby?
Its haunting to have any
Thoughts of us lately
And dawning on me is the thought that a
Need for you daily is all that i
Need to be sane in this life
I might wanna be dead if i time it right
I could fly to a greater height, i know
Maybe there i could get you
Back right after that
Cuz bettering myself's the goal
I won't break

I want you out of my head
So come to be mine and with me again

Cannot stop all the thoughts
Even while im unconscious
Weep in my dreams and im waking up nauseous
Is there a way i could stop this?
Taking no caution
I could be sippin' on toxin

Type out a paragraph, struggle to send
Wish i was sure of myself but i only pretend
I look at the moon up above
What is this feeling im healing from?
Think it is love