StoneZey - Ambulance lyrics

There's a war going on in
The back of my head i just need to put an
End to the violence i really think I need
Someone for guidance, oh, Oh

Yeah, I think I forgot what a good day is
So much echo in my head
I probably shouldn't say this
Put my limit's to the test
But not to sample this
I really hope something crashes
And hit's my ambulance
Put me right out of my misery
Got a lot to live for
But only if I live it free
And that's unlikely
'cause that's unlike me
Think of this night, yes
I think of this night-night-night-night
Never genuine with anything
Not even my health
Should pro'bly believe karma
But I beliеve in myself
Convinced I don't need to bе stable
I'm needin' some wealth
Recipe for disaster
I call it 'needing some help'
And nothing ever gets better
Except my efforts to hide that
The clock tick-ticking with the kicks
And the hi hats
I never should've trusted you
I don't know why I ever did
You hoped without a plan I'd
Eventually be a better kid
Now that I know not to trust hope
It's too late to climb out this hole
No matter what currently is my state of mind
You wasted time, tryna wait for time
But time returned the buffer
You were too lazy to try
So it's my turn to suffer

Not today i've never been so close
Yet far away at the same time
But at least that's all I know
Yeah, at least that's how I go
To bed at night at night