Suffer - Suffer lyrics

She said she loved me, but she never did
She left me out for several years
And had me feelin' it will never end
I was convinced she was the
One I love forever
Then somebody tip me off that
She was creepin' around with several men
I wish I could say I took it well
But I've been put through hell enough
I've had enough
I'm about to cut this frail
Beautiful specimen up
Entrails coming out of her stomach
And plus collect her blood
In pallets and buckets i'm like
Fuck it what good is life if
I can't feel what love is
Now I'm losing all my substance
Doing drugs in an abundance
And my mind is really flooded by
These visions of me gutting
Everyone who've ever hurt me
Breathing hard like I was running
Standing still I hear her
Comin' in the house i'm duckin' down
I snuck around into the bathroom
Loadin' rounds into this gun
Until I've realized
She ain't worth the bullet
Grabbed a knife and get to cut

You'll never know what hit you
Won't see me closing it in
I'm gonna make you suffer
This hell you've put me in
I'm underneath your skin the devil in me
You'll never know what hit you

A bright beautiful heart can turn dark
Get 'em on this, notice it's growing cold
And never knowing the motive
It's so lost in the depths of his psyche
That it doesn't even hit him till
He's wiping his knife clean
And standing over the body, a beautiful wifey
Life seems a little too steep, little pricey
Nice dreams of cutting it deep
Swiping a life's
Might seem like fucking defeat
Nothing but crisis
But honestly it was a little bit of heaven
When he hit her with the weapon
Turn the floor around the attic
Just stood there as she bled
But wasn't dead cause she was crying out
She thinkin' it was pain
I'mma give you something to cry about
He took her head in
Kicked it until it split in
And stuck his fucking blade up in the crack
And started twisting it
And then she faded to this viciousness
He waited for it, saying:

You'll never know what hit you
Won't see me closing it in
I'm gonna make you suffer
This hell you've put me in
I'm underneath your skin the devil in me
You'll never know what hit you

She claimed she loved me and swore
She would never hurt me
But I had some trust and self esteem issues
I guess I felt it worthy swallowed my pride
Gave her a chance though I was out of mercy
Looked down my guard and she
Slowly uptained my trust
Till I found out she was lying
Whole time she was getting fucked
By some chump at her work
Now I'm turnin' 'em both to dust
Once innocence gone, you can never retain it
Trying explainin' shit and making excuses
It's only making it worse
Gettin' frustrated quick
I fucking hate this bitch
Four years of my life that
I've wasted in this relationship
So now I'm breaking this broom-stick in half
And I'm raping her in the ass
I'mma show 'em both what gangster is
I fucking warned you what would happen
If you ever hurt me
You worthless bitch, you've betrayed me
And stabbed me in my back
Give her one last kiss and slash this
Knife and I swing my axe

You'll never know what hit you
Won't see me closing it in
I'm gonna make you suffer
This hell you've put me in
I'm underneath your skin the devil in me
You'll never know what hit you

I will be here when you
Think you're all alone
Seeping from the cracks
I'm the poison in your palms
My love is your disease
I will never set you free
Till I'll break you

You'll never know what hit you
Won't see me closing it in
I'm gonna make you suffer
This hell you've put me in
I'm underneath your skin the devil in me
You'll never know what hit you