Surf - MY OLD LIFE lyrics

I don't wanna be sober
Why your bitch just call me over?
I don't wanna be sober
 why your bitch just call me over?
I don't wanna be sober
Why your bitch just call me over?
I don't wanna be sober
Why your bitch just call me over?
(Ooh, boom shocka-locka)

I don't wanna be sober
Why your bitch just call me over?
I can't get it out my head, girl
You made my heart feel colder
They mad because I'm getting bread
Wanna look good when I'm older
Remember I was left on read
Gave the boy the cold shoulder
Yeah, feel like Waka Flocka, hard
Up in the paint, dog
(Paint, dog) uh, they wanna be like me
I'm mad because I ain't y'all
I'll do what I can
I really want for you to love me back
I'll give you my hand
I'll trade it all for you to trust me back
I got white lighters on my dresser, bitch
I'm tryna die i can't have nobody in my
Space because I'm tryna vibe
If I pop this Percocet and molly, bitch
I'm tryna fly (Surf)
I can't have no diamonds on my
Neck because I'm tryna hide
She gon' come around and give me
Stress because I am the guy
I'ma pour this deuce in
Your mouth, lil' baby, open wide
She begging me to come back to the
Crib 'cause it's her only night
I'm drunk as hell but I don't trust nobody
So I gotta drive
I'm not supposed to really be with you
So I gotta lie
We just smoked a zip of all this kush
So I'm kinda high
Bad hoes all up in the crib
So it's kinda live
I just want a private jet
Count this money in the sky
If I don't get my old life
(If I don't get my old life)
I'ma take my own life (I'ma take my own life)
No cap

I really miss the old me
Remember she would hold me
If she met the new me
She wouldn't even know me
She went and found somebody else
I found myself lonely
Put in blood, sweat, and tears
Think the world owe me
Baby, you should make it clear
If you love me, show me
How'd I even make it here?
I thought it was O-V

If I don't get my old life
(If I don't get my old life)
I'ma take my own life (I'ma take my own life)
No cap (I love it)

I'm dealin' with heartbreak
Why you let my heart ache?
Blaming me for shit I did
I ain't even partake
I got demons in my mind telling
Me to close the blinds (yeah)
I don't even like the dark
I'm feelin' down but I'll be fine
They say I'm a work of art
I can't tell if I'm alive
Ever since I did a tab
My days have been passing me by

She tell me I would never ever find
Nobody better, now this money comin' in
I'm rockin' old and new Margiela
But this money cannot fix me
I got hurt that's hidden in my chest
My haters keep on seeing me
They wishing they could see me less

My old best friend wanna see me dead
Hop in a car and see me wreck
My fans wanna see me with these bands
Walk in the mall and see me flex
I wanna see me with some bread
Walk out the mall with new baguettes
All I do is work too hard
I would pay for me to rest

If I don't get my old life
(If I don't get my old life)
I'ma take my own life (I'ma take my own life)
No cap (Uh oh)

I really miss the old me
Remember she would hold me
If she met the new me
She wouldn't even know me
She went and found somebody else
I found myself lonely
Put in blood, sweat, and tears
Think the world owe me
Baby, you should make it clear
If you love me, show me
How'd I even make it here?
I thought it was O-V
If I don't get my old life
(If I don't get my old life)
I'ma take my own life (I'ma take my own life)
No cap