SweetXO, Jordan Nitchoff - Stressed lyrics

Lately I've had a lot of
Questions pop in my brain (brain)
I've also stopped caring 'bout
A lot of things (yeah)
And my friends been lookin at me strange
(Whaa?)
Because I haven't been acting the same
That's because I've come a long way from
That young boy you use 'to know'
The one who's life was always
Better than the status quo
But he didn't realize until it was too late
And now everything he knew
Was about to change (Try to keep up)
Daddy left the house, so I had to be the man
Big bro was getting distant
Was struggling with I am
I couldn't blame him because I was too
And my lil bros struggle now cause
I don't know what to do
I couldn't teach them like my dad taught me
I wasn't ready for that responsibility
Hoping someone can define masculinity
Started wondering about my legacy
Like what will my kids think of me?
Deep inside of me somethin
Somethin deep inside of me

I got these thoughts deep in my head
Feelings locked away in a chest
I been trying to reach my goals
But Lord knows I'm stressed im so stressed
Lord knows I'm stressed lord knows I'm
I been trying to reach my goals
But Lord knows I'm stressed im so

Searchingmy soul in hopes of a sign
That I'm not losing my talent
Or I'm wasting my time
Reminded that I got no
Obligation to the steeple
I should do it for the glory of God
Not of His people i've never smoked
But, I'm lying to say I don't think about it
On the verge of tears thinking maybe
I should just drown it (deep)
Like these sorrows sink quicker in
A pool full of liquor
(why you babysittin' only two
Or three shots?) feelings in my heart have
Started affecting my brain
So nowadays every night I'm always up late
Either working hard or thinkin' bout
The one that got away

But that's enough of that (that)
Time to get back on track (yeah)
Life's a journey and all God can
Do is give you the map
Lord I apologize, for while
Your son was crucified
I spent too much time talking and
'not enough walking by your side'
Deep inside of me somethin
Somethin deep inside of me

I got these thoughts deep in my head
Feelings locked away in a chest
I been trying to reach my goals
But Lord knows I'm stressed im so stressed
(Lord knows I'm) stop! Don't overthink
Don't complicate your burdens give 'em to me