Sxdboynoah - Sleep Paralysis lyrics

I have this damn epiphany the one
Where you would get with me
But this all was just a dream so
Now im back to sipping lean
This is hard to justify stay in
Bed all day and night
I swear i feel paralyzed cause
Motivations out of sight
I swear it's so hard to find i
Blame her for all of these lies
But the again we are the same i
Told her that i was fine
Without you girl i would die just
Go ahead and ditch that guy
With me you'd be in paradise but we
Do not see eye to eye
I'm the boy who ran from love
Cause when i think about you girl
I go back to the drugs
You asked me if i'd stop it
But i just can't get enough
The only thing that's stopping me
From drinking is your touch
But you took it away from me
I thought you just wanted to help
But you're staying away from me
I would just be grateful for you to
Come spend a day with me
But you just can't cause your boyfriend is
Getting in the way you see
I lose grip of reality and
You go off with him
I think of fake scenarios of
What we could have been
I snap back to reality and go back to the gin
I have to face the fact that
Me and you are only friends
I think of all i gave you what
Made you just run away dude
I think of selfish lies i told
And how i can't escape you
I think about you everywhere i go
That's why i can't move
Now here's a fucking list of reasons
Why i wanna date you
Beauty in your eyes, face, body, personality
You make me feel like i'm asleep
Charging up my batteries
Without you girl i would jump
Right off of that balcony like Zachary
You sending some mixed signals
Like a router be i know i'm not the best and
I know that i'm obsessed
It's so fucking hard to rest when
You're all that's in my head
I been laying in my bed and it's
Hard for me to get up
Every time i start to tear up i
Go right back to the syrup
Aunt jemima ain't gon do it not even mucinex
I need straight up fucking codeine
And a 30 percocet
I been wishing for my death
Ever since she got with him
I can't even trust my friends
I been on a drug binge