Talkshow Boy - Hurt (Blessed Beat Whatever) lyrics

I hurt myself today, to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
That old familiar sting
I try to flush it all away
But I remember everything

What have I become? My sweetest friend
Everything I know goes away in the end
(hell yeah)
And you could have it all, my empire of dirt
I will let you down, I will make you Hurt

I wear this crown of shit
Upon my liar's chair
Full of thoughts scars, that I cannot repair
(hell yeah)
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone еlse, I am still right here
What havе I become? my sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away in the end
(Yeah Yeah Yeah)
And you could have it all, my empire of dirt
I will let you down, I will make you hurt

If I could start again, a million miles away
I would keep myself
(oh yeah) I would find away