Tamia - Smile lyrics

Sometimes I sit at home and
Wonder how it'd be
If he had loved me, Truly loved me yes
I learned a while ago that kind of thing
Never happens for me
And so I go around, and just pretend
Love is not for me
I play the circus clown around my friends
Make them laugh and they won't see
That you never let them see ya this way
Don't want them to think the pain runs deep
Lord knows it's killing me

So I put on my make-up
Put a smile on my face and if anyone asks me
Everything is okay i'm laughing cause no one
Knows the joke is on me
Cause, I'm dying inside
With my pride and a smile on my face
On my face

Singing lalalala

Sometimes I sit at home
By the phone hoping he might call me
But he don't call me but then I realize
Dreams come true aren't for girls like me
Not like me
And so I go around with my head up
Like it ain't no thing
And when the boys are round
With all my friends i'm into other things
Cause you never let them see you this way
Don't want them to think the pain runs deep
Lord knows it's killing me

Sometimes it's hard to (face the truth)
It's not the life that I would choose
(that I would choose)
But what else can I do? If he don't love me
If he don't want me
I'm not about to sit around let myself go

Singing lalalala