Guardin, Taylor Morgan - cayenne lyrics

I want to go away just by myself
I feel like I'm not sane so out of touch
I got pushed up, it's all about you
Throw me a line,  what should I do?
Is this a sidearm? am I looking
For excuses? I need to stop that

Moving so far,  many miles
I get headaches thinking ‘bout survival
Tactics to adjust to a new setting
I can't focus on moving if I
Act like the world is ending
Asleep for months i scream, my lungs
In pain, corrupt, I’ve had enough
Can't breathe, it's rough
I dreamt your love was real, it was
But now, we’re done

And if I fool ya', push me away
'Cause I just need you to be honest
Tell me something, what do I do?
I don't know but, I want you

I want to go away just by myself
I feel like I'm not sane so out of touch
I got pushed up, it's all about you
Throw me a line, what should I do?
Is this a sidearm? am I looking
For excuses? I need to stop that