Tech N9ne - One Good Time lyrics

Just give me one good time
Nobody is looking at me anyway
Nobody is looking at me anyway yo
Yo

I know that I'm hardcore
Know how to start wars
Know how to scar yours in a fist fight
'Cause toughness is our floor
Warriors that bar nor
But this one is far tore up on this night
Some people show it and then
Some people hide it
But other people they do it
Whenever they get excited
But me I can't even do it
When the wrongs all mine
I'm saying I've been trying to do
It for a long long time
I get jealous when I see people
Do it and it's like fluid
I'm thinking how can they swallow that
When I can't even chew it
I guess God seen it fit
To label me the consoler
Bestowed upon a broken show and
Forever be the shoulder
My mission is plain to see
It's freaking insanity
I'm wishing the pain in me would just
Leave me be why can't it be
Simple 'cause on the real this one could die
So I'm asking God Before I go
Just give me one good cry

If I could cry maybe one good time
I could wash away all my pain
And maybe free my mind
After my shows it's a lonely road
So I sit up all by myself
Trying to cleanse my soul
Nobody's looking at me anyway
Just give me one good time
Nobody's looking at me anyway

Why I got to be the one to cheer up
People until they clear up
When I sneeze I tear up
And then I go look in a mirror
So I can see how it looks
When I really wanna know how it feels
When I'm hella down I try to push
No matter how hard no water spills for real
My patience is soon to go
Waiting for the balloon to blow
I'm thinking back to when I
Used to go to funerals
No matter how close we were
On the inside it ached while
Others be losing it
I'm wishing I could just break down
And I been to a lot of them
And there's not a one
That went on and got it done
No moisture that even try even to come
And this ain't no tough thing
'cause I've had enough pain
Tears should be runnin' like Mustang's
Man it must rain been trying for years
But the crying been inside
And the Nina so serious
There ain't no lying in his eyes
And it makes me so furious
When I look and I'm in genocide
Please let me break down with the pain
I felt when Brian Dennis died one time

If I could cry maybe one good time
I could wash away all my pain
And maybe free my mind
After my shows it's a lonely road
So I sit up all by myself
Trying to cleanse my soul
Nobody's looking at me anyway
Just give me one good time
Nobody's looking at me anyway

I look at actors crying
It's as easy as fondue
But what do you do when
Extreme hurt is upon you
Real life ain't no movie homie
And this ain't John Woo
But, I almost lost it at the ending of John Q
And I almost lost it
When Jennifer Hudson blew
But, I'm still waiting for that
Real emotion to come through
Then maybe I could get a cry God
Maybe one, two?
Been red for life for the first
Time ever me want blue (What?)
Give me the blues
Sometimes I turn on the news
And I look at all these feuds
Then I try to make them ooze
(Don't cry, no teardrops from your eye
Poetry's music oh my, almost made me tear
Up about thinking about my children, no lie)
Maybe I'm black hearted
You thinking damn he shady
Or saying man he crazy
For the way I abandon me lady
One day she can repay me
Yes that woman can betray me
Then I'll probably cry if not than I do it
If I win me a Grammy maybe

If I could cry maybe one good time
I could wash away all my pain
And maybe free my mind
After my shows, it's a lonely road
So I sit up all by myself
Trying to cleanse my soul
Nobody's looking at me anyway
Just give me one good time, hey hey
Nobody's looking at me anyway