Teddy Fantum - Darkest Hour lyrics
[Teddy Fantum - Darkest Hour lyrics]
Let me enter your mind right now for a second
Stop pretending just give me
One honest sentence
My addiction is a form of protection
But, it's got me in jeopardy
All the answers are questions
I'm a menace, I'm reckless
Feel like I'm Hollowman
Don't think nobody can
Tell me they understand
This isn't Wonderland
Sometimes it's Hell on Earth
Sometimes I don't want it, man
So I separate myself from the powers that be
Medicate myself 'til it sets me free
Think I'm DJ Khaled I'm
Snapping with the keys
Tryina' realize visions I had in my dreams
Customized my aura so it's dark but it gleams
Got the blunts mixed with pills, champagne
Hennessy you can pick your poison but
You can't choose me
Don't waste your time cause it kills slowly
Hook
Save all that fake love 'til I rest in peace
You can miss me now with that energy
Better back the fuck up you're
Too close to me
It's a struggle sometimes just
To cope with me
I'm alone again in my darkest hour
I'll console myself with
These burning flowers
Sometimes I fantasize about the end
When I rest my soul 'til I'm born again
Sometimes it goes down like this
How it gets when you them lows
All my demons teamed up with ghosts
Runaway when they get close
I'm obsessed with fantasies that I
Created when I was ten
No distractions, I don't need friends
I got real ones that don't pretend
Watch me as I spiral out
Every time without a doubt
I don't know if this is real
Reality lost it's appeal
Man this lifes really got a hold
No matter how I try letting go
Haven't get no rest in weeks
The closest thing to death is sleep
Ya I think I'm pretty happy
Even though I feel so ugly
I can never feel about you like the
Way you think you love me
I don't even understand my self
It's all good I don't need no ones help
The love is disconnected this is
Nothing like a friendship
I don't feel like a human
We're like robots with depression
Even talking to each other
Feels like coercing confessions
I'mma be alone forever
Bask in all of my contentment hook
Save all that fake love 'til I rest in peace
You can miss me now with that energy
Better back the fuck up you're
Too close to me
It's a struggle sometimes just
To cope with me
I'm alone again in my darkest hour
I'll console myself with
These burning flowers
Sometimes I fantasize about the end
When I rest my soul 'til I'm born again
I don't know how to act
My past faded to black
You are what you attract
Show fear and life reacts
Fucked up it got me bad
Just tryina' shake it off
Just tryina' do my dance
This ain't my final form
Watch me as I evolve
It's too late I can't stop
I will not feel a thing
Soon as the pills dissolve
Feels like there's nothing wrong
Don't need the drugs I'm on
Most of these niggas fake
I hate like everyone, for real
For real, for real, for real
I hate like everyone for real
For real, for real, for real
I hate like everyone
For real, for real, for real
Stop pretending just give me
One honest sentence
My addiction is a form of protection
But, it's got me in jeopardy
All the answers are questions
I'm a menace, I'm reckless
Feel like I'm Hollowman
Don't think nobody can
Tell me they understand
This isn't Wonderland
Sometimes it's Hell on Earth
Sometimes I don't want it, man
So I separate myself from the powers that be
Medicate myself 'til it sets me free
Think I'm DJ Khaled I'm
Snapping with the keys
Tryina' realize visions I had in my dreams
Customized my aura so it's dark but it gleams
Got the blunts mixed with pills, champagne
Hennessy you can pick your poison but
You can't choose me
Don't waste your time cause it kills slowly
Hook
Save all that fake love 'til I rest in peace
You can miss me now with that energy
Better back the fuck up you're
Too close to me
It's a struggle sometimes just
To cope with me
I'm alone again in my darkest hour
I'll console myself with
These burning flowers
Sometimes I fantasize about the end
When I rest my soul 'til I'm born again
Sometimes it goes down like this
How it gets when you them lows
All my demons teamed up with ghosts
Runaway when they get close
I'm obsessed with fantasies that I
Created when I was ten
No distractions, I don't need friends
I got real ones that don't pretend
Watch me as I spiral out
Every time without a doubt
I don't know if this is real
Reality lost it's appeal
Man this lifes really got a hold
No matter how I try letting go
Haven't get no rest in weeks
The closest thing to death is sleep
Ya I think I'm pretty happy
Even though I feel so ugly
I can never feel about you like the
Way you think you love me
I don't even understand my self
It's all good I don't need no ones help
The love is disconnected this is
Nothing like a friendship
I don't feel like a human
We're like robots with depression
Even talking to each other
Feels like coercing confessions
I'mma be alone forever
Bask in all of my contentment hook
Save all that fake love 'til I rest in peace
You can miss me now with that energy
Better back the fuck up you're
Too close to me
It's a struggle sometimes just
To cope with me
I'm alone again in my darkest hour
I'll console myself with
These burning flowers
Sometimes I fantasize about the end
When I rest my soul 'til I'm born again
I don't know how to act
My past faded to black
You are what you attract
Show fear and life reacts
Fucked up it got me bad
Just tryina' shake it off
Just tryina' do my dance
This ain't my final form
Watch me as I evolve
It's too late I can't stop
I will not feel a thing
Soon as the pills dissolve
Feels like there's nothing wrong
Don't need the drugs I'm on
Most of these niggas fake
I hate like everyone, for real
For real, for real, for real
I hate like everyone for real
For real, for real, for real
I hate like everyone
For real, for real, for real