Tee Lopes - Let It Go lyrics

It's like an addiction
I'm trying to listen to the
Voice of reason here
Man, I'm on a mission but feels like
A creature whispering inside my ear
I try to let go of my inhibitions
They're clouding my vision with fear
Gotta start anew
With a good attitude to make
Sure the path is clear

Year after Year I struggle with all my might
Haven't lost the war
Didn't win many fights
It gets harder as I'm getting older
Look over my shoulder
It's close and about to bite
I distract my mind, feed it fantasy
I can't handle too much of reality
Oh it's a hell of a sight
To see when you fly high
It's so quiet away from society

I know I've got to let it go
But I've been up all night, up all night
Yeah it's just too hard to let it go
Get this fear off my mind, off my mind, yeah

Go, come on baby let it go
Go, come on baby let it go
It seems like the smartest thing to do
Go, come on baby let it go
Go, come on baby let it go
I can be who I wanna be
If I just let it out of me

Another day another dollar
I mean, it's ok if you're not a baller
But bad habit's, bad decisions
Lead to bad acquisitions with no ambition

I wish discipline was a talent
I wish i was balanced
Tell me wouldn't that be nice?
To be neat and complete like some other guys
I just wish i believed in as many lies

But it doesn't let go of me, won't let go
You see it's too long been a refugee
And it's trying to drag me down
Like i'm gonna drown
And there's no one to rescue me

Take me back to the old days 'front of
The old playstation one and a CRT
When nothing could get to me
But a polygon enemy on the screen yeah

I know I've got to let it go
But I've been up all night, up all night
Yeah it's just too hard to let it go
Get this fear off my mind, off my mind, yeah

Go, come on baby let it go
Go, come on baby let it go
It seems like the hardest thing to do
Go, come on baby let it go
Go, come on baby let it go
I can be who I wanna be
If I just let it out of me