Telethon, Laura Stevenson - On Companionship lyrics

For every revelatory find and change
I have experienced in the last many days

There is an absence a missing part
The other breathing
Another human’s beating heart
But moreover, it’s the talking over hurdles
And the talking out of rashness
The challenges to sadness that come from

Hearing a voice that’s not yours
Deflecting every leap of logic
That oozes from your pores

I’m realizing now that ain’t easy to find
Don’t need a body to hold
I need eyes in the unknown
So pick it up fast
While you’ve still got the time
Although you hate to admit it
You won’t make it alone

Said I’m dying
Heard it’s nothing but a chest cold
Said I’m nothing
Heard you’re something to me
Said there’s something I’m not comprehending
Where’s the ending heard you skid half a
Mile down Donohoe street
Is where we left off abrupt, your expression
I hadn’t recalled
That was then, now we’ve ten days left
And I’m wondering if you’re up
And what you’re up to

Creature of habit
I knew right where to find you
The old video store you worked at
Must’ve been midnight

You were bunkered in the back
Midway through ‘After Hours’ on a tube tv
And VCR by battery

Teri Garr and Tommy Chong and 'Pay To Cum'
I stood behind you and I watched
You didn’t notice I had come

To interrupt your silence your final moments
Seemed the very last thing I should do
So I backpedaled away from you

Looked happier there
Than I’d seen you in a while
After all, ’twas I
Needed a guide in the unknown
So, genuine peace must stem from being alone
That’s when you spun me around and
Put a dent in my shoulder

Violet: How’d you find me?
Protag: Well, we run our sequence obviously
Violet: If that’s true
Why aren’t you locked in your home?
I don’t wanna die looking into your eyes
Protag: Figured so
That’s why I thought I’d get going
Violet: You know, you’re a curse when
I was seeking the best
It was like you actually wanted the worst
Goddammit, boy, you got it
You got those answers you were looking for
Don’t look so downtrodden fuck!

I tried anger, then I tried
Sadness, then I tried rage
Then I tried crying
I bet it thrilled you, to abandon someone
I bet it cauterized quicker cause of
Just how hard I'd been trying

I could’ve used someone here
For this world ending ordeal

Protag: I’m here right now
Violet: But, you may as well not be
You can stay, if only for pity
So you hit stucco stead of
Slinging through the streets