Ten56. - RLS lyrics

I'll fail myself just one more time (Fuck)

I'll fail myself just one more time
So I crush another pill and sail to heaven
I don't feel like I wanna feel alive again
Just numb the pain and forget I'm not dead

Eyes closed, never asleep
Itching my skin can't believe this is me
Wasting away like I've wasted my time always
Pushing away those who value my life

(Hey)

I just don't feel right sometimes
I don't feel safe so I choose to
Spend another night on my own (Ahh)

Didn't think that you'd ever get it
Never felt ok so I said man fuck it
Put my neck on the line kept my head in the
Clouds and I saw that the
Weather is still shit

And now I'm up here fucked all alone
Just how I wanted to be, I'm alone
So I crawl to the bathroom
It's me in the mirror
I ask myself who the fuck is this?!

Fuck!

You've failed yourself just one more time
Dropped another pill and sailed to heaven
I don't, feel like I'll ever be alive again
Just numb the pain and forget I'm not dead