Texican - Failure lyrics

Who the fuck am I anymore
I wanna be many things
But cannot explore everything
I mean the vendetta over my head
For being a better me by
Any means is catching up to
Me because I know that
I cannot achieve anything
My music ain't perfect, not
Even through the editing, i
Sound like I'm prepubescent not
Like I'm over 17
And even then my sales make not dollars but
Pennies and I try harder and harder but
Something's holding me back
Something been holding me down
And hanging around my head since I got out
Of my bed this morning I feel
Like I would rather be dead
Am I really happy or am I really depressed
I mean nothing I want and nothing
Earning respect i mean
Many regrets and nothing raising
My head i mean
Look at me now I should be miserable
Misery loves company and she's the
Only one left i mean
What if they're right? I'm
Just destined to fail?
Only enter contests to see that nobody cares
Only making projects to find it
All go to waste
Instead of hearing people like it
I'm bombarded with hate
And I still say what if they're
Right? I'm destined to fail?
Throw away this opportunity
Like everything else
Never make another song, I'll just quit today
I know some people out there
Wanna hear me say it

I'm a failure
Nothing more than a husk of a man
A waste of oxygen a face without it's grin
A life just thrown away
What the fuck is there left to say?
That I'm a loser?
A kid who's living in his dreams
And chasing fallacies just to be happy
Yet he's stuck to reality
Is there nothing there for me?

Cause I'm a failure
Nothing more than a husk of a man
A waste of oxygen a face without it's grin
A life just thrown away
What the fuck is there left to say?
That I'm a loser?
A kid who's living in his dreams
And chasing fallacies just to be happy
Yet he's stuck to reality
Is there nothing there for me?

I'm a failure, I know it
There's nothing to be proud of here
So why bother? I'm a failure, I know it
What am I to say to my folks and my father?

I'm a failure, I know it
There's nothing to be proud of here
So why bother? I'm a failure, I know it
What am I to say to my folks and my father?

I don't know