Texican - Oasis lyrics

I ain't even gotta sleep right
I ain't living up the street right now
You ain't even tryna stay by
You ain't even tryna stay with me now
You been living out the sweet life
You ain't got enough to tear me down
I ain't even tryna sleep right
I ain't even gotta sleep right now

I ain't even got the best time
I ain't even been to sleep right now
I been staying up for three nights
You been running through my mind right now
Thinking bout all of the best times
Never going back to see them now
I'm just chillin in the sunrise
I ain't even gotta sleep right now
Wait a minute, tell me what I'm missing
California dreaming but I'm waking
Up in Texas life is going round in circles
And I got nothing to crack it yeah
Call that shit depression, no
One gets the message, yeah
Struggling for years, this ain't new to me
Everything I started is a
Burden speaking truthfully
Need someone to talk to but
Nobody speaking through to me
Nothing on the screen
Am I living in monotony
Tell me please am I even worth it
Tell me please do I have a purpose
On the brink of losing everything
On the brink of- on the brink of having
Everything be worthless

I ain't even gotta sleep right
I ain't living up the street right now
You ain't even tryna stay by
You ain't even tryna stay with me now
You been living out the sweet life
You ain't got enough to tear me down
I ain't even tryna sleep right
I ain't even gotta sleep right now

Hold up wait a minute, gotta call me
90 times I text you you don't talk to me
Start a conversation every single time
Why I never get someone to
Text me in the meantime
Feel I fell right off the planet feel like-
Feel like every 100th time I text you answer
Not a- not a lot to say but I need someone
I've been tryna- i've been tryna vent but
I ain't got attention
I need someone with a feeling of security
None my friends have that
That's my biggest insecurity
I'm just tryna keep myself on check
And that's what worries me
I know I ain't perfect but
I need to feel like

I ain't even gotta sleep right
I ain't living up the street right now
You ain't even tryna stay by
You ain't even tryna stay with me now
You been living out the sweet life
You ain't got enough to tear me down
I ain't even tryna sleep right
I ain't even gotta sleep right now