The Body - Alone All the Way lyrics

I've got two choices
I either actually go through with it
Or I say
"you know what? I'm too scared right now
I don't want to do it"
If I go through with it, I die
Because I must at some point
If I don't go through with
My choice is essentially to suffer
And to inflict suffering on my family
And then die possibly in a way
That is considerably more stressful and
Painful than this way i've got death
I've got suffering and death
Well, gee, ya know?
This makes a whole lot of sense to me

Who will look at this and say
No, suicide is wrong god has forbidden it
You cannot play god and take your own life
Well, alright, fine, but do you know what?
This ventilator is playing god
If I had lived without access to technology
Chances are, I would be dead now, alright?
When premature babies are born they
Are given intense medical treatment
Their lives are saved because doctors
And nurses are playing god
They're saying essentially god's
Plan was that
This person would die right now