The Deadlines, Jason Walker - Alone lyrics

Another day in the rap game i'm goin' insane
Got all these thoughts that I can't
Seem to get on paper again
Not doin' it for the fame, got no fans anyway
There's nothin' left for me 'cause I still
Feel like I'm locked in a cage
Gotta take it easy I'm
Just being given freebies
On beats 'cause I'm shit at production
I don't care that's just me
But, I will adjust see new year, new me
New orders, for new orders
Different expectation I need to meet
I'm 14 years old and I think I'm
Ready to make my first ever album
Will it get me far?
Is there even a good outcome?
I'm contemplating my life goals
And hoping that
One day I'll be on that stage thinkin'
Of all the rappers I've outdone
I'm feeling shutdown will I ever see a crowd
Of a hundred thousand people?
Will this record be a let down?
Let's hope not and keep wishing
That I will be
Free of all the shit that keeps
Going wrong inside of me

Hello? Hello? Anybody out there?
'Cause, I don't hear a sound alone, Alone
I don't really know where the world is
But, I miss it now

Got a lotta haters who would love
To see me break down
Well that fuckin' worked
Who the fuck d'ya thinks laughin' now
I'm stuck in a shitty town
The lonliness is startin' to get me down
Wearin' an upside down frown so the pain will
Be concieled and never to be found
Head spinnin' round and round and feeling
Like this ain't worth it
People say I'm the best rapper they know
Well that's a load of bullshit
What about Haider?
You sayin' that he is crap?
Well you don't know shit cause he's the
One who taught me how to rap
Without him I would never be where I am now
Rap is like my world and he's the
One who owns the White House
Haven't seen him in years we need
To meet up some day bro
I need you on this album 'cause
Without you I am nothing, yo
Got no intentions of getting on the charts
My aim is to inspire people
Maybe mend some broken hearts
Hopefully it won't be too long
'Till I can inspire people with
The lyrics from this song

Keep followin' all your goals
'Cause one day you'll be worth gold
I don't even know where to go
But, I see a great light
And it'll show me the way

Now I feel different like a weight has been
Lifted off my shoulders i'm feelin' strong
I feel like could lift a thousand boulders
So I'm gonna knuckle down buck my ideas up
You wanna hate? Do it
See if I actually give a fuck
I'm never givin' up
You'd literally have to kill me now
Stab me, kick me
Or shoot me down into the GROUND