The Elijah - I Hated lyrics

This room has become my prison
Of dark days, and darker nights
A hate growing like a life i never wished
An existence for am I the reason
You're not alive? I'm falling
To my knees have you gone?
Have you gone? I still want to be with you
And if you go i would go too
I still want to be with you
I'll find you in a place I never thought true
And I'll see your face as I slipped away
Back to my darkest day i once had nothing
I once had nothing to lose

The thought that I've torn the
Smile from your pale-skinned face
I've took your love and I've
Turned it into hate
The thought that I've torn the
Smile from your pale-skinned face
I've took your love and I've
Turned it into hate

And I hate myself for the love I can't show
And I convinced myself
That I will never deserve and I hate myself
For the love I can't show
And I convinced myself
That I will never deserve