The Genie - Mind Battles lyrics
[The Genie - Mind Battles lyrics]
Woke up in the morning and started
My day off with a prayer
I can’t see God but I know that he’s there
Could face the devil but today I’m not scared
It’s hard having a good heart
And it’s harder to care
My grandmas praying for me
I know my guardian angels is here
Doing what I love in hopes
My negative thoughts will disappear
Cause there’s nothing I want more
Than happiness this year
I feel like I’m getting nowhere
Laying in my own tears
This morning I decided to
Live my life differently
Came to terms with the fact people
Won’t love me for infinity
My people got there own problems so
I don’t ask for no sympathy
I woke up early in the
Morning feeling hurt instantly
Today I want that to change
I’m done living in misery
I have to get my self together
For the sake of the Guidry’s
I don’t know nothing this is what I get for
Writing raps in history
Wonder who loves me but won’t spend
My whole life solving mysteries
All the effort I put in for
Nothing is what’s hitting me
Had to go through hell just
To set myself free
I’m doing everything I can to
Stop the negative thoughts
It’s hard when no one sees
You’re going through a lot
I need to move forward from all
The problems that I got
It’s true God has a plan for
Me but I must’ve forgot i don’t deserve pain
I don’t deserve to suffer
Bad things can happen to the
Non fighters that are lovers
When I’m gone just look out for another
All this time I didn’t call on God
Like I didn’t have his number
I think out of everyone I had
One of the saddest summers
And it only got worse from there
Today I’m forcing myself to be happy
I don’t care
Start focusing on who’s here instead
Of who’s it there maybe I can’t solve all my
Problems with a simple prayer ok
I’m strong I can get
Through anything anywhere
Doing what I can to have good
Days in this hard life
I’m not the only one who knows
What real pain feels like
I’m always gonna be the bigger
Person and do what’s right uh
I hope God doesn’t sleep cause I
Say the most at night
Times get hard but I know
That everything will be alright
None of my heartbreaks were able
To turn me bitter
Had some suicide thoughts but I
Ain’t no damn quitter
I know the devil is chasing after
Me but God is quicker
I’m having mind battles, war in the mind
I need the positive to
Leave the negative behind
It’s so hard to live with
Both of them combined
It’s like ignore every sign that was
Supposed to protect me from dying
They say quit being sad all the time
And believe me I’m trying
It’s no fun feeling like this everyday
It gets tiring i keep losing mind battles
But, I’m gonna keep fighting
My day off with a prayer
I can’t see God but I know that he’s there
Could face the devil but today I’m not scared
It’s hard having a good heart
And it’s harder to care
My grandmas praying for me
I know my guardian angels is here
Doing what I love in hopes
My negative thoughts will disappear
Cause there’s nothing I want more
Than happiness this year
I feel like I’m getting nowhere
Laying in my own tears
This morning I decided to
Live my life differently
Came to terms with the fact people
Won’t love me for infinity
My people got there own problems so
I don’t ask for no sympathy
I woke up early in the
Morning feeling hurt instantly
Today I want that to change
I’m done living in misery
I have to get my self together
For the sake of the Guidry’s
I don’t know nothing this is what I get for
Writing raps in history
Wonder who loves me but won’t spend
My whole life solving mysteries
All the effort I put in for
Nothing is what’s hitting me
Had to go through hell just
To set myself free
I’m doing everything I can to
Stop the negative thoughts
It’s hard when no one sees
You’re going through a lot
I need to move forward from all
The problems that I got
It’s true God has a plan for
Me but I must’ve forgot i don’t deserve pain
I don’t deserve to suffer
Bad things can happen to the
Non fighters that are lovers
When I’m gone just look out for another
All this time I didn’t call on God
Like I didn’t have his number
I think out of everyone I had
One of the saddest summers
And it only got worse from there
Today I’m forcing myself to be happy
I don’t care
Start focusing on who’s here instead
Of who’s it there maybe I can’t solve all my
Problems with a simple prayer ok
I’m strong I can get
Through anything anywhere
Doing what I can to have good
Days in this hard life
I’m not the only one who knows
What real pain feels like
I’m always gonna be the bigger
Person and do what’s right uh
I hope God doesn’t sleep cause I
Say the most at night
Times get hard but I know
That everything will be alright
None of my heartbreaks were able
To turn me bitter
Had some suicide thoughts but I
Ain’t no damn quitter
I know the devil is chasing after
Me but God is quicker
I’m having mind battles, war in the mind
I need the positive to
Leave the negative behind
It’s so hard to live with
Both of them combined
It’s like ignore every sign that was
Supposed to protect me from dying
They say quit being sad all the time
And believe me I’m trying
It’s no fun feeling like this everyday
It gets tiring i keep losing mind battles
But, I’m gonna keep fighting