The Hotelier - Weathered lyrics

You were awakened i was never asleep
I was just drilling some holes in
My head that perpetually bled
You fed your senses i made art of myself
I drew bear claws on my chest and
Third eyes on my head looking down

It was live, it was all live
Ammunition in the gun
And I meant it, every bullet
And I hope they all stung
Because that's what I deal with
Every time I lift up
The back of my shirt and I show you
What you drew that night with a Swiss Army
Knife saying "it was only
Maps of constellations"
Your hands were shaking
Mine were stiff as stones
They said grab a hold
We said fuck off, we'll find our way home
My blood was burning yours was spilling out
We said we'd fly to the end of
The earth just to find ourselves oh

And your heart
It was not there when I needed it the most
I was floating, It was grounded
Getting buried too deep to stay close
And I swore I'd dig it up someday, build
A fire just to keep it warm
Then we'll get off the ground
And drink rain from
The clouds and go dance out in the storm
Oh-hoh (Woo)

Oh, because birds we fly together
I feel tethered, de-feathered, and weathered
A push at it's best would get me out
My nest then I'll never come home
It was love, it was true love
Not that shit sold from Hallmark, Hollywood
Or Wal-Mart
I'm losing twelve years worth of soul mates
And it's harder and realer than
Anything I've ever felt