The Smashing Pumpkins - X.Y.U. lyrics

She didn't wanna be, she didn't wanna know
She couldn't run away 'cause she was crazy
She gave it all away, she saw her baby break
And in the air it hung
That she was dull razors

And I said, "I wanna fill you up
I wanna break you, I wanna give you up
From one another, another one should come
To one another
No one should come between us"

Still, I was lonely, and she was by my side
My one and only knows that
She could never hide
I couldn't feel her, and it was just a game
'Cause I was lonely and she was crazy

Rat tat tat! Ka boom boom!
Now take that, and just a bit of this
'Cause I'm a watcher, and I'm a doer of none
Come to save you, 'cause you're all mine

I hurt where I can't feel
I feel where I can't hurt
I know where I can't know
I bleed for me and mine

Ka boom, a rat tat tat
And some good ole bliss
'Cause I'm a sister, and I'm a motherfuck

I am made of shamrocks
I am made of stern stuff i am never enough
I am the forgotten child

And I said, "I wanna fill you up
I wanna break you, I wanna give you up
From one another, no one should ever come
In between us, between us and our love"

Mary had a little lamb
Her face was white as snow
And everywhere that Mary went I
Was sure to go now Mary's got a problem
And Mary's not a stupid girl
Mary's got some deep shit
And Mary does not forget
And this is how Mary's garden grows
And this is how Mary has her ghosts

And in the eyes of the jackal I say ka boom!

Now we begin descend to
Where we've never been
There is no going back
This wasn't meant to last
This is a hell on earth
We are meant to serve
And she will never learn
She will never learn

Bye bye, baby goodbye, bye bye