Tixwmmy - Vent lyrics

I literally spent 8 hours on a
Song that went fucking nowhere
I am so angry dude holy shit
One take by the way one take
This is like a screamo throwaway
This is so fucked

Ninewaters

God im pissed off tryna make it right
I can't ever really ever help it
I can't get her off my mind
Its the hardest at the night time
Eyeing up the razorblade
I got these thoughts up in my mind
That i cannot get away

I put 20 on my soul
Screaming out im getting old
Swear to god they do not like me
Thеy just liking what i've shown

Why the fuck im always wasting all my time
I got placеs i should go
I got methods i should try
But im stuck up in my ways
So ill vent inside this throwaway
I just wanna cry but i cannot find the time
Cannot find the time
Swear to god im never right
I just wanna go to sleep
Swear to god i just wanna die

I can't even keep the will
Enough that i can scream
Baby i just wanna overdose and
I just wanna sleep
Tell me why im always so upset
And why i feel these things
I just want to sit inside my
Room and cry at my tv (yeahhh)
Lately ive been feeling like im r4msey
Cus anxiety's my only friend
I popped another ady
Now im reeling off the chems

Wishing it would end lying on my bed
I feel horrible for ghosting hunter
(and my friends)

Yeah im a worthless piece of shit
I pop another ady i don't ever wanna sleep
Cus when i sleep i see the faces of
The people that i hurt inside my dreams fuck
My life
(fan fell over)

God im pissed off tryna make it right
I can't really ever help it
I can't get her off my mind
Its the hardest at the night time
Eyeing up the razorblade
I got these thoughts up in my mind
That i cannot get away

I put 20 on my soul
Screaming out im getting old
Swear to god they do not like me
They just liking what i've shown

Why the fuck im always wasting all my time
I got places i should go
I got methods i should try

But im stuck up in my ways
So ill vent inside this throwaway
I just wanna cry but i cannot find the time
Cannot find the time
Swear to god im never right
I just wanna go to sleep
Swear to god i just wanna die

Lately ive been feeling like im r4msey
Cus anxiety's my only friend
I popped another ady
Now im reeling off the chems

Wishing it would end lying on my bed
I feel horrible for ghosting hunter