Tom MacDonald - Excuses lyrics

I’m not tryna hear it
I know you said you're sorry but I heard
That shit a thousand times Thousand times
Yeah i’m not tryna go near it
Because I love it and I fear it and I need
That shit to cloud my mind Cloud my mind
Yeah from the drama in the city now
From the money to the pretty hoes
From the parties to the videos
I need your empty heart
And your apologies just
To cloud my mind Cloud my mind cloud my mind
Cloud my mind cloud my mind
Cloud my mind cloud my mind
Cloud my mind

I remembered it so clear at first
I think I mostly blocked it out so
I could just stop being hurt
I went on my computer
Checked the history and did a search
Found what I was afraid
Of and then called while you
Were still at work screamed into the phone
I was crying till I almost died
I swear I knew it all along and you lied
But it didn’t stop from leaving your
Day job early and you
Still tried to explain that it
All happened way before me
And I said hookers cannot fall in love
And you looked at me
Then I screamed that they don’t feel
Love and you looked at me
Then I threw your phone into the
Wall and you looked at me
You looked at me, then you cried

Girl you’re out of my mind now
Glad you’re not in my bedroom
Seeing you in my dreams still
Sleeping when I get to
City lights are orange
All your stuff still in my storage
Girl I gave you everything and
Didn’t charge you nothing for
Now your name is not in my mouth and
Your friends are not at my house
And your number’s not in my phone and
Your feet are not on my couch
I swear I can still hear you
Screaming that I was wrong
Even though you knew you were lying to
Me all along and I accepted it
Watched you tap your nails on
Your phone and I didn’t
Realize I cared still if
Tomorrow you were gone
And tomorrow came so fast and before
I knew it you were on
The next and I would text
The apologies kept me going’, yeah

I’m not tryna hear it
I know you said you're sorry but I heard
That shit a thousand times Thousand times
Yeah i’m not tryna go near it
Because I love it and I fear it and I need
That shit to cloud my mind Cloud my mind
Yeah from the drama in the city now
From the money to the pretty hoes
From the parties to the videos
I need your empty heart
And your apologies just
To cloud my mind Cloud my mind cloud my mind
Cloud my mind cloud my mind
Cloud my mind cloud my mind
Cloud my mind

You said you went before it came between us
But I just couldn’t be around to
Watch you fight those demons
Grew up in the suburbs with
My parents and my sister
And got mixed up with my bikers who
Were hooked up with some strippers
You were fucking around with some dealers
Who were rollin’ around with some
Killers who were hooked up with
People I would chill with, shout out still
I remember it so vividly
That imagery is burned into my mind
And it would stick with me
Hotel room, lingerie, you, me and some J
He was against the wall
I was against the odds
I had my knife against his
Face and I asked him
"Who the fuck are you?" and he looked at me
And I asked again so just say it
Tell me that you’re sorry cause I been sorry
Fuck your loser boyfriend, I’m an artist
What is his story? Falling out of love but I
Can’t ignore the attraction
I’m in love with something else
You’re just a beautiful distraction
You bitch

Just a beautiful distraction, you bitch
(I still think about your story) you bitch
You’re just a beautiful distraction you bitch
(I still think about your story) you bitch
(I still think about your story)
When you holler at me like how close
(it didn’t work out before) and
I’ll respond how it goes

I’m not tryna hear it
I know you said you're sorry but I heard
That shit a thousand times Thousand times
Yeah i’m not tryna go near it
Because I love it and I fear it and I need
That shit to cloud my mind Cloud my mind
Yeah from the drama in the city now
From the money to the pretty hoes
From the parties to the videos
I need your empty heart
And your apologies just
To cloud my mind Cloud my mind cloud my mind
Cloud my mind cloud my mind
Cloud my mind cloud my mind
Cloud my mind