Tom MacDonald - Machine Blood lyrics

I wish that I could love you
Like I never knew you
Or forget about the bullshit that I know
I miss the nights we would
All go out without you
And I would always make it home
I prayed for you
I don't believe in god but girl
I prayed for you
I prayed for you, I prayed for you
I prayed for you, I prayed for you

Random women stressin' me 'bout
Treatin' women properly
But I ain't tryna love with them
It hurts to say but honestly

You are, you are, you are, you are
You are something different
You are, you are, you are, you are
You are minе
You are, you are, you are, you arе
You are something special
You are, you are, you are, you are
You are my endeavor if you know me

I don't know where the hell my head is at
The girl who I loved
Just tried killing herself
My balance is good so I live on the edge
How did they doubt that I'm real enough?
I just got a call from a woman in Edmonton
She said my boy went in for
Like ten and then and
Did some shit and got killed
After three of them
Man, I regret that I moved
Without seeing his face
I don't relate with these fuckin'
Kids and they partyin'
I'm so high in the nightclub
That I'm talkin' 'bout geometry
I'm sorry for y'all, my heart's broken
That's all
Your swag broken, your soul broken
You so broken, that's all

When all these machines are bleeding
She'll drive and I'll smoke one
When all these machines are bleeding
My eyes won't open up
When all these machines are bleeding
They won't feel pain and I have let shit in
My vision while I search for you again girl

You are, you are, you are, you are
You are something different
You are, you are, you are, you are
You are mine
You are, you are, you are, you are
You are something special
You are, you are, you are, you are
You are my endeavor if you know me

Doin' it different than all of you fuckboys
Have a round on me though
If you mad that your girl over here
Ask her why she hang around me for
Cause I don't want that, I ain't on that
I ain't fuckin' round with you mall rats
I only want what I need and
What I need won't call back
Don't ask me how I messed up
You wouldn't understand
I'm just stressin' out, I'm kinda hurt again
Don't ask me 'bout the reasons why
I threw it all away
Man, I'm just doin' what I have to
So I can keep doin' my thing, girl

What ever happened to the man I was?
Ridin' round here with a girl I love
One tattoo and only half a blunt
Spent everyday in that restaurant
We just chillin', everyday, everyone paid
Everything straight
Everyone made it back home in one piece like
I loaded the clip up with everyone's names
None of y'all know where I came from
I don't take shit but I give it
Cause if you grew up in the suburbs
You don't leave shit where you livin'
You pack it up, you go downtown
Ridin' round till you get it
Then you get a lift back to the crib
Blazin' on me at dinner

When these machines are bleeding
She'll drive and I'll smoke one
When these machines are bleeding
My eyes won't open up
When all these machines are bleeding
They won't feel pain and I have let shit in
My vision while I search for you again girl

You are, you are, you are, you are
You are something different
You are, you are, you are, you are
You are mine
You are, you are, you are, you are
You are something special
You are, you are, you are, you are
You are my endeavor if you know me

I wish that I could love you
Like I never knew you
Or forget about the bullshit that I know
I miss the nights we all
Went go out without you
And I would always make it home
I prayed for you
I don't believe in god but girl
I prayed for you
I prayed for you, I prayed for you
I prayed for you, I prayed for you
Random women stressin' me 'bout
Treatin' women properly
But I ain't tryna love with them
It hurts to say but honestly