Trey Budden - Thought's After the Courtroom lyrics
[Trey Budden - Thought's After the Courtroom lyrics]
You could see the pain in my eyes
You wanna fix it
Your words are fuellin' my pride
Makin' me more dismissive, not the mention
You the nigga that’s putting
Out all our business
Fuck the niggas in suit and ties, boy
Let’s get to business
When you dropped the song "NBA
" I didn’t understand
Why you ballin’ in the streets and
I’m just watchin’ from the stands
Watch my father on the TV
Screamin’ "Never broke again"
While some everyday struggles happening
Within the fam
You gotta eat that, know I got a grudge
Old nigga we flesh and blood, old nigga
No if’s, and’s, or but’s, old nigga
Yeah, I think my dad is nuts, old nigga
You claim you care, but I’m
Not givin’ a fuck, old nigga
And sometimes I start to think to myself
Keep undercover just to cover all
The pain that I felt
Blamin' myself and then I
Listened to the snitchin'
Unconditional dissin' and I
Realised the relationship
We had was only wealth you coulda seen me
Used my name as a cash grab
Another black story about a deadbeat dad
And mama said you didn't care and
I'm convinced that I don't either
'Til I look back at myself and
See it hurt so bad
And the feelings, yeah, they manifested
And since you love to explore
Human brains so much
Explain to me why I feel neglected
Explain to me why this is so upsettin'
I'm not cryin' because of you
I'm just cryin' because a nigga stressin'
You ain't shit and I really fuckin' hate you
That's not a bar
Just something I had to say to you
Isn't that the reason that I'm starin'
Face to face with you?
To explain my feelings
My reason and my own case to you
Angie, I love you and his songs
Will never get to me
Joe he paint the picture
But I see beyond the scenery
Everything you said is gettin' clear to me
He can hurt my heart
But he will never put no fear in me
Thoughts after the courtroom
Turn my headphones up, Cade
Shoutout IronHead, for my niggas
You wanna fix it
Your words are fuellin' my pride
Makin' me more dismissive, not the mention
You the nigga that’s putting
Out all our business
Fuck the niggas in suit and ties, boy
Let’s get to business
When you dropped the song "NBA
" I didn’t understand
Why you ballin’ in the streets and
I’m just watchin’ from the stands
Watch my father on the TV
Screamin’ "Never broke again"
While some everyday struggles happening
Within the fam
You gotta eat that, know I got a grudge
Old nigga we flesh and blood, old nigga
No if’s, and’s, or but’s, old nigga
Yeah, I think my dad is nuts, old nigga
You claim you care, but I’m
Not givin’ a fuck, old nigga
And sometimes I start to think to myself
Keep undercover just to cover all
The pain that I felt
Blamin' myself and then I
Listened to the snitchin'
Unconditional dissin' and I
Realised the relationship
We had was only wealth you coulda seen me
Used my name as a cash grab
Another black story about a deadbeat dad
And mama said you didn't care and
I'm convinced that I don't either
'Til I look back at myself and
See it hurt so bad
And the feelings, yeah, they manifested
And since you love to explore
Human brains so much
Explain to me why I feel neglected
Explain to me why this is so upsettin'
I'm not cryin' because of you
I'm just cryin' because a nigga stressin'
You ain't shit and I really fuckin' hate you
That's not a bar
Just something I had to say to you
Isn't that the reason that I'm starin'
Face to face with you?
To explain my feelings
My reason and my own case to you
Angie, I love you and his songs
Will never get to me
Joe he paint the picture
But I see beyond the scenery
Everything you said is gettin' clear to me
He can hurt my heart
But he will never put no fear in me
Thoughts after the courtroom
Turn my headphones up, Cade
Shoutout IronHead, for my niggas