Trophy Scars - Time in Heaven, Forever in Hell lyrics

Remember the sound when my
Phone hit the ground
When you cursed out my name and you
Said that you never loved me
But, I thought you were joking so
I asked you again and
You said it again like there wasn't a first
And you paused with a silence so I'd know
For damn sure that you were not joking
You never loved me

I thought about what wasn't talked about
And I thought for days and I thought out loud
And I thought to myself I
Wish I never met you

I always knew the banshees sang for me
And Seraphim would never rescue me
I fell in love with a younger girl
Her small sharp teeth with her hair in curls
From Jersey to Scranton at least twice a week
It was hell on the band but never bothered me
I did it all because I wanted to
Under the pretense that you loved me too

I couldn't argue when you wanted to leave
I wanted you happy
I thought that's all that I need
I offered my soul, I was just so tired
Now these pills won't help me fall asleep

My hell is a lonely place
But, I'll never forget your face
Everything that I want to change
Reassures me that I won't be saved