T’Swan - Growing Pains lyrics

I said I'm comtemplatin' on
My whole existence
Talking with my soul while I'm
Looking to the sky if I died tomorrow would
It make a difference?
Or is everything they sayin' now
A bunch of lies?
At a point where I don't know who to trust
But, I'm young and growing up so
I got a lot to learn
Man I feel like I'm at war with the world
Cause everyday I'm fighting to be heard
And a lot of people tell me that I changed
They ain't have to say it
By myself I noticed that
Guess you gotta accept me for who I am
Cause, I like it this way
So I'm never going back
I'm hoping I can be a better man
Everyday I'm living man I learn something new
Feeling like nobody really understands
So I put it in a song
Just to pull my way through
This is how it feels when you change
When you be talking to yourself
More than anybody else man

This is how it feels when you change
Always looking for the answer but
You can't find help
This is how it feels when you change
I guess I couldn't keep it all in
It ain' good for my health
This is how it feels when you change
I guess this is how it feels when you change
Growing pains

These are my growing pains

My ex girl told me that she miss the old me
A couple minutes later my
Mother told she's proud
Man I wonder if they see the same person
They both love me even though I ain't perfect
I have a lot of moments where
I feel I ain't worth it
All the love I'm getting now
Do I really deserve it?
Because lately I been focused on
The love from the crowd
Instead of love the people that
Have always been around
But, I'm human so I'm bound to make mistakes
I just hope everybody forgives me
I promise I'mma get us to the top
Even when the road seems risky
I know that I'mma make everyone proud
My heart is still the same even
If you think I changed
Forgive me I'm still growing
And what you're hearing now I like to call
My growing pains
This is how it feels when you change
When you be talking to yourself
More than anybody else man

This is how it feels when you change
Always looking for the answer but
You can't find help
This is how it feels when you change
I guess I couldn't keep it all in
It ain' good for my health
This is how it feels when you change
I guess this is how it feels when you change
Growing pains