$uicideboy$ - 5 Grand at 8 to 1 lyrics

Ain't nobody fuckin' with me
Like they used to
Open seat in the coupe so I scooped you
I get caught up in my thoughts
And I can't think right
Caught up in a nightmare so
I don't sleep right
I just want them to treat
Me like they used to, ayy
I just want something real that I'm used to
Yeah
I just want them to treat me like they ayy
Ayy
I just want something real that I'm yeah
Yeah

Went from no one to someone
At least I thought so
Stuck up in a bad dream, watching front row
People warnin' me that everything
Is gonna change
Never thought that it would be
In the worst way
Life goin' up and goin' down at the same time
Suicidal thoughts creepin' up in my mind
Drug dealer, pocket reaping the benefit's
Only thing I fuckin' had to
Get me through this shit
I've been stripped of all I had, man
Lost relations with my dad, damn
Lost relations with the fam', damn
Lost touch of who I am, sad
I'm out seekin' peace like I'm
Seekin' air to breathe pray to a God that I
Never thought I would believe
Grant me serenity for all the
Things I cannot change
Wisdom to know that what I can ain't the same

Ain't nobody fuckin' with me
Like they used to
Open seat in the coupe so I scooped you
I get caught up in my thoughts
And I can't think right
Caught up in a nightmare so
I don't sleep right
I just want them to treat
Me like they used to
I just want something real that I'm used to
I just want them to treat me like uh, ayy
I just want something real that I'm uh, yeah

All my life
I've been waitin' 'til the time right
Waitin' for the shade of light
That make me shine bright
Day turn to night, yeah, weeks turn to months
Wishin' I could press the
Pause button just once
Hidin' in the back tryna catch
Up to the front everything I lack
I make up for it when I stunt
More bitches, more money, more drugs
More honeys more stuff, the more I want it
The more I feel I'm fuckin' stuck (I get by)
Goin' through the motions
Fuckin' barely even growin' (I get high)
Hidin' all of my emotions, never change
I'm stuck posted (I get by)
What a lame excuse to keep doin' what I do
(I get high)
Wastin' my shine and that's the fuckin' truth