Underrated boy, Shiloh Dynasty - TearDrop lyrics

Don't wanna still try she wonders why I
I don't trust nobody it's not even her

I'm always on a trouble but this time
I can't live with this struggle
My problems are turning double
But when i see your face
I feel in home everyplace
Accelerating my pace but there is
No knotted laceon us
Even when we don't discuss
I'm fucked up writing this
On the bus screaming deaf pain to stop
Believing you will come back
But god damn i'm fucked up and
I really miss your smile

My tears can't express what my heart says
And you can't leave me alone
In a fucking text
Ripping my heart out with no stress
I'm looking at the sky because god bless

Don't wanna still try
Don't wanna be that guy
Don't want to be that numb
Feeling like i can't cry

I'm alone and nobody call my damn phone
Where is the queen that won't
Left the fucking throne?

Don't wanna still try she wonders why I
I don't trust nobody it's not even her