Vanja V - My Bad Self Vanja V lyrics

I wanna hide again and be alone again
I wanna find a way to love myself

The picture of my mind
No colors there to find
I know that somewhere deep
There’s something else

How do i fight
Myself my bad self

Because of you
I wake up in the middle of the night
To make sure I’m alive whenever you creep in
You get under my skin and I close my eyes
Nobody knows I’m drowning caving
Why don’t I love myself, I hate it
I wake up in the middle of the night
Cause of my own lies

All but a prodigy why won’t you set me free
I’m gonna spell it out, from A-Z

You want me to feel blue
But, I know what is true
I know that you are me, but I’m not you

How do i fight
Myself my bad self

Because of you
I wake up in the middle of the night
To make sure I’m alive whenever you creep in
You get under my skin and I close my eyes
Nobody knows I’m drowning caving
Why don’t I love myself, I hate it
I wake up in the middle of the night
Cause of my own lies

I will always know my true self
Even tho you played me once
Not gonna fool me twice
I’m so done with fighting with you

Because of you
I wake up in the middle of the night
To make sure I’m alive whenever you creep in
You get under my skin and I close my eyes
Nobody knows I’m drowning caving
Why don’t I love myself, I hate it
I wake up in the middle of the night
Cause of my own lies