Vislyn - ​i miss the way you’d look lyrics

Yeah i try and i try but it's never enough
I just wanna sleep, don't wake me up
I can't feel, yeah you stab me i ignore it
It's 2am through my veins feel the poison
It's tough luck, in my room you circle me
I don't know what to do
Fill my brain with uncertainty
But your silence speaks when you never did
And you don't even care
But that's irrelevant

I miss the way you'd look when i was yours
Wanna talk to you but i'm always ignored
I'm sinking deep in the water
I'm sorry to bother
I'm anxious and i'm breaking i
Can't hold any longer
Just turn off your porcelain face
And take my hand we can finally escape
Is it the cost of my persona
That'll put me in thе grave?
And i just wanna runaway but then
You wanna make mе stay

Woke up in the middle of your bed last night
In my chest got a
Feeling something's not alright
But you kill me so softly
I took too many drugs i can't feel my body
I'm throwing rocks through your window
You don't wanna fall in love
But it's been known i got bleach in my eyes
The thought of you just makes
Me wanna go and die

Don't look me in my eyes
Don't make me feel alive
It's like every single days now a bad dream
Oh how you left you meant everything to me

Everything you do is subliminal
I can't take it, i can't take it
And you're so critical with
All of your assumptions
I can't face it, i can't face it
Like don't
(don't) go away from here tonight just hold
(hold) hands and we'll be through the night
You're so bold
(bold) the way you're moving
Your hips alright and you know
(know) i never wanna put you in the bad light

I miss the way you'd look when i was yours
Wanna talk to you but i'm always ignored
I'm sinking deep in the water
I'm sorry to bother
I'm anxious and i'm breaking i
Can't hold any longer
Just turn off your porcelain face
And take my hand we can finally escape
Is it the cost of my persona
That'll put me in the grave?
And i just wanna runaway but then
You wanna make me stay

Woke up in the middle of your bed last night
In my chest got a
Feeling something's not alright
But you kill me so softly
I took too many drugs i can't feel my body
I'm throwing rocks through your window
You don't wanna fall in love
But it's been known i got bleach in my eyes
The thought of you just makes
Me wanna go and die

Don't look me in my eyes
Don't make me feel alive
It's like every single days now a bad dream
Oh how you left you meant everything to me
Woke up in the middle of your bed last night
In my chest got a
Feeling something's not alright
But you kill me so softly
I took too many drugs i can't feel my body
I'm throwing rocks through your window
You don't wanna fall in love
But it's been known i got bleach in my eyes
The thought of you just makes
Me wanna go and die

Rocks through your window
You don't wanna fall in love
But it's been known i got bleach in my eyes
The thought of you