Weightless - Perspectives lyrics

Let’s take this from the start
Am I without a heart?
Hypnotized, paralyzed, trapped in paranoia
Digging ditches, digging deeper
Never finding any closure what's the point
I’ll turn the page and cycle back again
I’ve lost convictions and the will to fight
Cause, I'll just fuck it all up again
I’m swallowed by the sadness
Devoured by the madness
Liability concealed in Misery

Concealed in Misery pathetic

Cause, I’ve been drowning in the undertow
Blacked out
Now I'm falling down the rabbit hole
Cause, I’ve been sеarching for a reason
Something to beliеve in
Help me find a meaning
Chewed up, spit out, all alone in the dark
No hope, no heart, falling back to the start
Cause, I been searching for a reason
Something to believe in
Help me find a meaning

Another counterpart with memory of the dark
Fleeting fantasies of living in stability
Can’t atone
Self destructions all I've ever known
Slipping through the cracks
Falling into the black
Systematic psychosis masked by panic attacks
Contorted reflections
With sinister complexions
How could a rose ever bloom when
You just poison the roots

Cycles keep repeating falling further
Down the rabbit hole
Negligent narcissist a paradox I can’t resist
Slipping, falling, fading
Paranoia masquerading
A life lived polarized
A State of mind they prescribe
What’s left there to trust
When it’s yourself that you disgust
Cause, I keep searching for a
Reason to follow through

Cause, I’ve been drowning in the undertow
Blacked out
Now I'm falling down the rabbit hole
(rabbit hole)
Cause, I’ve been searching for a reason
Something to believe in
Help me find a meaning
Chewed up, spit out, all alone in the dark
No hope, No Heart, falling back to the start
Cause, I been searching for a reason
Something to believe in
Help me find a meaning

When all that's grey fades to black
No hope of going back no hope of going back
How could a rose ever bloom
If you just poison the roots