West Rhetoric - Agorophobic lyrics

And I guess evening falls
Crashes down around me soft
Like these padded walls safety
Something I'm trying to escape
I can't live so sterile, at heart I'm feral
A wild ape
But, I spend all day inside my room
Counting specks of dust waiting
For understanding to bloom
And now as the day's
Afterglow flows through my
Windows I'm pummeled to pulp by regrets
Bare-knuckled blows like
"Why do you let days of freedom pass you by?"
No school, no job, not
Even busy getting high
Afraid to even take the risk of
Typing something new on a screen
(Come on) It's not like the pixels
Will all start to scream
Attack your self-esteem and judge you
That's your job you stubborn mess
Nothing can budge you from your nest except
The lack of cigarettes and eggs
People say your mind's a masterpiece
But it tastes like the bitter brittle coffee
Dregs that collect inside of your cup
You suck when head becomes an empty vacuum
(fear, stress, depression) the cause
I can only assume but in
The end it doesn't matter
As the days slip away like the
Rungs of a greased ladder
And crash back to responsibility
Artistic freedom and ability caged by
School and work willingly not a sage
The diamonds of wisdom that you squander
Compressed coal of experience and
Age and you ponder
Standing on a stage in front
Of everyone you've ever met
Then you burst into flames ignited by regret
It's like your entire life's a net
With one too many lacerations
Time and daylight slip through
Now you're buried beneath constellations
Now you're buried now you're buried
Now you're buried beneath constellations
Now you're buried!

Sitting on a porch at the border
Edge of the planet watching gashes
Comets of light pass by, the night crashes
It looks so much like the dark of a story
Sparkling mornings start to
Look sardonically sordid
Sorting through poisonous portions a soul
Aborted in a past life
This haphazard bastard sacrifices mana
Summon leviathan animals within his mantra
Imagination calibrate to radiated
Lasers to seer
Chasing lucid rabbit's for the two ears
Just so I can hear silence
Attackers appear in the rear-view
Mirror I peer blindly
Speak kindly but carry by me a big stick
Never stop walking through solid rock
Up to my hips
Karma's hardly a bitch mang, I bit my lips
But couldn't disengage from splitted tongues
There be thunder in my voice it's
Hidden dormant within my lungs
Ripping disses with discrete flicks
Of the wrist leave kitchens in a mess when
I'm flipping the lid different hymns
Simply put I'm an interesting kid
I'm interested in finding out
What limitless is first hand
On my worst day I'm still a world-champ
Burned tracks two gloves double
As incandescent lamps
All these fuckers tryna rub these lamps
Steal up all my wishes
Weaken my stamina with all
Their vicious kisses
Used to melt a viscous liquid
Now the frigid mistress ain't shit to me
No more like simple rhythms
No more like simple rhythms
Yeah this bitch is no
More like simple rhythms
Yeah these simple rhythms
This bitch is no more