Whxami - Thought of you lyrics

She never look in my direction
Don't expect you'd speak again with me
I'm so protective though she left
Em for some better things
I know you see me when you dreamin'
But I'm on my own, I'm all alone
So baby let me be
I'm outta touch with whats been
Goin' on in public too
My focus runs from blowin' up to
Bein' in love with you
But it ain't nothin' maybe I was
Meant to be on my own all alone
I guess I'm done with you

Keep speakin' hear it from the
Castle let it pass
Ink bleedin' through the sheet my
Raps wrote on my own
Barely leave unless I have to
Havin' bad trust issues
Demons from my past won't leave me alone
Kick em out the door I'm keepin' it closed
And people provoking me to only
Keep to me and
Writing poetry to deal with shit I'm coping
Hopefully this how it's suppose
To be devoted like
A soldier til' the dopamine is gone release
She left me broken hearted empty
Can't recall how many of the
Vocal brawls but plenty
But then weeks pass hit me
Up you should forget me
I'ma lose reception entering
In natures energy
I found a quiet spot by the
Lake where I can just sit
Focus on my mental others
Steady chasin' checks and
Anything that money can buy
Thinkin' it meant shit
But you will never find happiness
With what you flexin'
Those chains look like ropes
Hangin' around your throat
Its metaphorical so many people would
Die to hold em
Get rich and try and afford designer
Cloths is what they striving for
Societies have died and materialistic
Minds took over
They rob your wallet and convincing
You you gotta cop it
Without a option if you don't then
You are not as poppin
So I've divided from the crowds
Expensive styles are lost in
And finally found a place I'm thinkin'
That we all belong in
And I know you hear my work
In every second of these records
When I speak my verse
There's no pretendin' no regret because
I found my worth you gone reflect on all the
Memories that we have earned
I guess it's just the way it
Goes separate from who you know
They been workin' 9 to 5
I been at the studio
When I got some spare time I'll
Probably kick it on my own
Meditate to clear my mind
Try accomplishing my goals whatchu no bitch?

She never look in my direction
Don't expect you'd speak again with me
I'm so protective though she left
Em for some better things
I know you see me when you dreamin'
But I'm on my own, I'm all alone
So baby let me be
I'm outta touch with whats been
Goin' on in public too
My focus runs from blowin' up to
Bein' in love with you
But it ain't nothin' maybe I was
Meant to be on my own all alone
I guess I'm done with you