Wiser Observer, M.R.I Mantra - Change lyrics

I'm so tired, man yo Tuma?
Tuma? You alright?
Yo?

I'm prolific, keeps me distant
From existence and my thinking
Soul is missing, lots of love
And the kindness that I've lost
Stopped my preaching, I know nothing
Pathological at my cussing
I'm too young, I'm too old
Cognitive dissonance, so I'm told
I can't do it all, spreading my net
Master of none
Where to begin? Counting my sins
I've mastered the fun
How did I get here? When did I fall
This not me at all or maybe it's you
You never knew your core is fraud
Pick up the phone, I feel alone
Pick up the phone
No it's okay it went away now leave me alone
Wicked or weakness? What to believe
I really don't know
Am I okay? Is this a phase?
Is this how I grow? Am I not human? Do I not
Bleed? Do I not need?
You were not there, you were not there
You'll never see you are not me
You are not me you'll never sleep
I am not you, I am not you have some empathy
Swallowed in pity, find a new city
I'm never free
Speck in your eye, plank that's in mine
You won't believe help me with mine
Help me with mine don't make me plead
They were not there
Close off your heart they'll never see
Excuse me
Forgive me for bothering in your day
Can you spare a minute to hear
What I have to say?
It's kind of hard living my day to day
I'm just looking for a place I can rest
Somewhere that's safe
Can you spare me some change?
I need to change
Can you spare me some change?
I need to change
Can you spare me some change?
I need to change
Can you spare me some change?
I need to change

It don’t matter how you feel about me now
Gotta find shelter
My soul is missing I’m losing my mind

What the fuck are they looking at?
Say where that group is at?
Man I hate fucking crowds
Puts me in heavy doubt
Never again, never again I've hit a wall
Never again, never again I'm starting small
Look at yourself, you'll never change
You're fucking weak
Look at my cuts, never again
I'm losing sleep
Get your hands out my pocket
Fuck it I've lost it fuck it can't stop it
Fuck you, can't stop me nigga please try me
I've seen myself, my usual self
A weaker boy, he needed help
I'm growing cold, I like it though
Either die a dick or lose your own
I wonder what changed to make me see
Is it this city or is it me?
Am I molded by life or am I free?
Should I be fighting this darkness
Or let it be? The strength that I thought
Led to my weakness should I close off my
Heart stop being feeble?
Die with a sword or heart on my sleeveless
Am I tired of victim? I want my freedom
Analyse all predict the outcomes
Preparing my mind for all the worst ones
I'm cautious at day, stay in at night
You're a target on sight
'Cause all of you might fuck with my life
Excuse me
Forgive me for bothering in your day
Can you spare a minute to hear
What I have to say?
It's kind of hard living my day to day
I'm just looking for a place I can rest
Somewhere that's safe
Can you spare me some change?
I need to change (Yo, Tuma?)
Can you spare me some change?
I need to change (Tuma?)
Can you spare me some change?
I need to change (Damn, man)
Can you spare me some change- (Tuma)

Hey, yo man you zoned out you alright?
Um, yeah man yeah sorry, man i'm fine bra
Let's track this shit
Alright, man, let's get to it