Wiser Observer - What Happened To Me? lyrics

Raindrops washing away a part of me (Uh)
Thread pull my dichotomy
Slow shift out of my autonomy (Uh)
Slow drip out of sanity (Uh)
I don’t know why I’m feeling like this
Happiness I feel I did miss
Sun and night I feel like I’m piss
Confusing feelings that I dismiss (Uh)
Now I’m blowing up at the little things
(Uh, huh) pent up stress on the Ritalin
Crazy rage that’s committed in i’m giving in
It’s written into my face (Uh)
That happy boy is replaced (Uh)
The growing up that we chase it needs space

What happened to me? I’m so out of it
Misery get deep i’m a conduit
Please can you tell me when it’s over
(Avo-over) it’s so out of reach

Desperate moves just to kill the feeling
(yeah) liquor bottoms up
Leaky roof so I blow the ceiling (yeah)
To try and soften up (yeah, Yah)
Concussive drinking induced
The crazy nights they produced
Pandora’s bottle get loose
The demons now introduced
Nothing’s wrong here I’m fine
(Fine, fine, fine, fine)
I’ve been drinking fine my whole life
I am fine, I’ve got drive
Let’s burn this down and start over (Avo)
Molotovs for exposure
Destruction proves I’m the owner
My closure (Avo-over)

What happened to me?
I’m so out of it (Avo-over) misery get deep
I’m a conduit (Avo-over)
Please can you tell me when it’s over
(Avo-over) it’s so out of reach

War of attrition (yeah) lack of a mission
I abandoned the Christians
I found more logic in my addictions, yeah
(yeah) the fallout conditions (yeah)
Became a live-in (yeah, yeah)
I can admit it, could never resist
Life inhibitions (Avo-over)

What happened to me?
I’m so out of it (Avo-over) misery get deep
I’m a conduit (Avo-over)
Please can you tell me when it’s over
(Avo-over) it’s so out of reach

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