Wiser Observer - Fucked Up lyrics

Yeah

I fucked up i really fucked up
I fucked up i really fucked up, yeah yeah
Fucked up i really fucked up
I fucked up i really fucked up, yeah yeah

I'm really not a decent man
I'm way more focused on my bigger plan
You deserved the world I never gave you land
You deserved my heart, but never lent a hand
Was a nice guy then I changed up
This is not how mothers raised us
I'm sorry beep I failed us
I'm so sorry that I broke trust
I was weak and I was stupid
Sniping out targets binoculars with the cupid
Judging all these cheaters my
Bias was really ruthless
And then I did the same
My bias became clueless i can't justify it
I can't blame it on liquor or
Blame it on the science
I am not a puppet, I can't blame the wires
Eating my own ego, I do blame the diet

I fucked up i really fucked up
I fucked up i really fucked up, yeah yeah
Fucked up i really fucked up
I fucked up i really fucked up, yeah yeah

I really wish it didn't come to this
I always thought I'd say
The truth with confidence
I always knew the core with
What was wrong with this
Who knew the dude with glasses
Would be part of this
"Really Tuma, even you?
You fucking nerd, how you so disgustable?
Your good ties all turned into mob kind
Thought you were good kind
All you niggas the same
You're working on good lines
Good niggas are part-time nice guy turned 25
I'm only partly surprised
Long-distance motherfucker can't see the
Tears in her eyes
No drinking motherfucker face the
Echoes late at night" yeah it burn don't it?
It doesn't feel better when it's your turn
Don't it?
Not as cool on your head, just like a perm
Don't it?
Real food verse junk food, a glared doughnut
What now? Walk of shame, next day roll out
Got some wood, face your flames, all out
Hesitate, text your dame then call her

(Phone ringing) i fucked up
I really fucked up fucked up
I really fucked up, yeah yeah fucked up
I really fucked up i fucked up
I really fucked up, yeah yeah

"What do you want me to say
You really hurt me
So fucking blunt with those texts
That's how you serve it?"
"Didn't mean to be mean
Just said it honestly" "You cheated on me
Work on your damn delivery
All I did was love you
Cut my time to be there for us
Then you do this
Do you really even care for us?" "I'm sorry"
"And I know I cheated too
But two girls one night? The
Hell is wrong with you?" "I'm sorry"
"Don't apologise, explain
'Cause I'm growing crazy in my brain"
"I felt trapped"
"Felt trapped? Always told you talk back
But you always close your heart then
On the liquor fall back i want the truth"
"The truth? It's always been you
Real-life, responsibilities you always
Want to run girl your life's a mess and you
Treat me like a sponge
Anxiety, depression, you just dump it on
Guess who? You're not a grown-up
I wanted to leave, fucked up and blew up"
"And you're so mature? You
Actually slept with her"
"I'm not saying it's right, acted irregular"
"So you cheat? And then you
Break it off with me?
Next week I'm coming back
You thought this properly?
I'm upset, I don't know how to process this
I don't know who you are
You're acting opposite"

Fucked up i really fucked up
Fucked up i really fucked up, yeah yeah
Fucked up i really fucked up
Fucked up i really fucked up, yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

Fu fu
Fu fucked up