Wiser Observer - I’m Sick lyrics

I don't ever act one way
Wipe the tears that stream my face
First person that I've shown this place
Hid it all I'm so disgraced
'Cause baby I'm sick
Maybe it's not complicated maybe that's it
Maybe I don't have a heart
Of gold and I'm shit baby, I'm sick
Baby, that's it baby I'm
Sick

She was goofy-goofy I was smitten
First time over
Baby-blue shorts in the kitchen
I would glide over she would
Smile and scold me, "Let me finish"
First time in relationship
Got what I was missing
Was a grown-ass girl in a grown-ass world
Real damn intelligent school comes first
(yah)
Trust over everything rеally felt heard
Bedsidе looking at the ceiling sharing hurt

I don't ever act one way (yah)
Wipe the tears that stream my face (yah)
First person that I've shown this place (yah)
Hid it all I'm so disgraced
'Cause baby I'm sick
Maybe it's not complicated maybe that's it
Maybe I don't have a heart
Of gold and I'm shit baby, I'm sick
Baby, that's it baby, I'm
Sick

She was thiccy-thiccy little crazy
And we bonded over liquor
Next door I partied daily
And we met by chance in her room slow danced
Two-minute noodles hungover best meal we had
And I let her in (yah)
Drunk on some liqour I showed
Her where my devils live (yah)
In love with my music she
Snuggle up my melanin (yah)
Robbery trauma I had somewhere to settle in

I don't ever act one way
Wipe the tears that stream my face
Keeps hurting when I show this place
Hide it all I'm so disgraced
'Cause baby I'm sick
Maybe it's not complicated maybe that's it
Maybe I don't have a heart
Of gold and I'm shit baby, I'm sick
Baby, that's it baby, I'm
Sick

She was pretty-pretty, friend's friend
Cute stuff itty-bitty (yah) pretty peng-peng
Same fun, getting litty (yah)
Really weak gut
She could hardly hold her liquor
Piggyback from the club rooftop (rooftop)
Where the moon's up (moon's up)
Summer nights (summer nights)
Where the cool cuts (cool cuts)
City dead silent couldn't hear the fuss
Massive open hearts between the two of us

I don't ever act one way (yah)
Wipe the tears that stream my face (yah)
First person that I've shown this place (yah)
Hid it all I'm so disgraced
'Cause baby I'm sick (I'm sick)
Maybe it's not complicated maybe that's it
(that's it) maybe I don't have a heart
Of gold and I'm shit (I'm shit)
Baby, I'm sick baby, that's it
Baby, I'm

'Cause baby I'm sick
Maybe it's not complicated maybe that's it
Maybe I don't have a heart
Of gold and I'm shit baby, I'm sick
Baby that's it baby, I'm sick