Wiser Observer - It’s Not You lyrics

Singing

I was single from '09 to '16
Back in high school those
Girls never missed me
Was about 16 when I got good
'Cause I was more about the
Anime and spitting sixteens
And never listening
Talking to a lot girls you
Start to see a pattern
Boys are from Mars and women are from Saturn
Or is it Venus?
Either way I was busy thinking with my penis
Trying to make up for the girls
I didn't get in high school
I had a habit of pushing down my feelings
A girlfriend
Never thought it was the right move
I'm only in my twenties, like why dude?
Why have one in your prime dude?
I see the love, but I see the fights too
I see the girls and their
Friends that they cry to no thank you
Being with someone else seems like a handful
I don't even lock my phone
Any questions she's got i've got answers
Pull her pants off she dim the lights
Move her hips like a dancer next week
New girl take her out like the last one
It's so cool and some days pull through
Had sex with this one girl
Fucked her close friend too
But after a while it's pretty
Much the same thing
She says, "Tuma what we doing?"
I always say the same thing "It's not you
I'm still trying to have my fun it's not you
It's not you you don't have to leave, no
But that's all we'll ever be"

Family in my heart no one else was allowed
Always loved being single
Till no one else was around
You see I had a plan
Delay having a relay for as long as I can
Only settle down as a thirty-year man
But life was like, "Nope"
Was falling for a girl
That I always overlooked
Windhoek, Cape Town the distance had me shook
But I had a homie, she's the one who told me
"You'll never know what you'll find
If you never look" and it was worth it
Felt like my soul started working
We would quote same TV
Shows, mad inside jokes
Man I swear we were perfect
Always loved to hear her laugh
Love bites on her throat
She loved the way I rapped
And hated that I smoked
Man she always had my back
Such a Superwoman made me get up off my ass
Kind of girl that made me want
To be a better person
We were doing great on the surface
But she was broken
And my anxiety still had me choking
I let it slip that I love her
Fucked up and let it leak through the armour
She felt that it was fast
She said that she could never love me
Because of her past
Had a feeling that we would never last
Any problem that we had I would ask she says
"It's not you
So please don't ask me for my love"
She says, "It's not you"
She says, "It's not you
You don't have to leave, no
But that's all we'll ever be"

Wouldn't wish heartbreak on nobody
Hope you have a friend so you call somebody
I had my friends, I had my mom
She told me think about your
Future while you're young
I had my sisters, so I could vent
I have my sisters, till the end
Have a lot of thoughts I wish
I could put in a verse
Made a lot of actions that
I wish I could reverse
As much I loved her, logic came first
Clean break up, but that shit still hurt
Man that shit still hurts
And the truth is I'm selfish
Hated seeing blogs and your
Snaps and your selfies
Of you being happy without me
Your smile I'll never have
And your voice I'll never make laugh
Domino effect and the words I
Can never take back
And the pics and the vids in my
Phone I can never make trash
So many thoughts when you break up
Like: "Should I still call her?
Should I not bother?
Was I good enough?, should've fought harder
Fucked a couple girls, is it all karma?"
Reading through your blogs if the
Words do fit me
Smoking cigarettes wonder if you
Still miss me some days I don't give a fuck
Like my mood Christian
Other days fall apart and
Liquor up my feelings
Sad turns to anger and anger to resentment
But I hope you find someone
Better that's no question
No offence to the girls I'm rolling with now
If you want something real please listen:
"It's not you
I've got no room in my broken heart
It's not you it's not you
You don't have to leave, no it's not you
But that's all we'll ever be"

That's all we'll ever
That's all we'll ever be yah, yah, yah, yah
That's all we'll that's all we'll
That's all we'll ever be
That's all we'll ever
That's all we'll ever be yah
That's all we'll ever oooh
That's all we'll ever be

"But yeah no really one thing that
Life is, is constant about
Is second chances second opportunities
And I'm so hundred
Percent certain that you're going
To find that
Person 'cause you're you're not a njeh person
You're not a lil bitch ass
Nigga and only bitch ass niggas get
Bad things that come to them
So youyou'reit's maybe for the best
Better things must be coming