Wiser Observer - Just for Me and You lyrics
[Wiser Observer - Just for Me and You lyrics]
It’s late and my nose itches
It is irritating the
Hell out of me i look at the
Corner of my laptop and it’s only 01: 57
I’ll push for another hour before trying
For bed again i really do enjoy the quietness
Of the city at this hour though all
The other students in the
Building are asleep or
Most likely trying to be either way
It’s quiet i pull my shoulders
Back and grin at the sound of the popping
Resetting in my bones
I hear the quiet creak as my door
Handle moves i see it in my
Peripheral and ignore it fuck I’m tired the
Handle surprisingly continues i turn to
The door and await as I see it
Continue to open into my room
Unbothered the door reveals it's master and
I’m still i’m confused at the
Sight of you your name falls out my
Mouth you smile innocently beautifully i let
Reality flood back and I finally ask
What you’re doing here you couldn’t
Sleep i let out a chuckle at the
Absurdity of the situation you’ve walked
To the building in the rain and
You’re drenched standing in the doorway
And I’m still sitting in my chair like an
Idiot i usher you to the bathroom as
If the room is massive and complicated and
As if you haven’t been here before
As you enter the bathroom and close
The door behind you I
Allow my thoughts to race again
My thoughts continue to amplify
But what I’m most curious about is
Why you’re here so late
You should be house sitting my
Brain finally simmers down
And I start preparing myself and the room for
Bed there’s nothing to do but you’re still
In the bathroom and I’m feeling like a guest
You open the door enough for me
To see your face and hear your voice
Before you can say anything I hand
You a pair of my sweatpants and a large
Shirt that’s too big even for me
You smile again and thank me both for
The clothes and for assuming correctly
And then you close the bathroom door
I turn around to finish
Off my vodka and cranberry in a mug classy i
Start to connect my laptop to the tv
I put on Friends for the hundredth time and
You come out of the bathroom you smile
Again this time I smile too for the first
Time in a while you move into my
Chest and put your arms around me you cling
To me longingly and I do the
Same always long enough to remember
How great you smell
You pull back slightly for us to be
Looking at each other you
Don’t say anything i
Respond the same you’re not brave enough
And neither am I your eyes dart side to
Side checking my eyes for
Something anything you
Gently pull away from me and you retreat
To my bed we’ve been here before
But this time feels different
Like a serene exhilaration
I switch off the light allowing the TVs amber
Hum to rinse the room you finally
Ask me why I’m up so late i
Lie and tell you I’m always
Up this late and before you can poke
Holes in my generic answer I get
Into bed next to you thinking questioning
Sabotaging what if I was asleep?
What if I locked my door? What
Would you have done? Well
It doesn’t matter because you’re
Here now the comfort
Of your face hushing the chaos in my
Head i pull the covers and instinctively put
My arm around you you interlock
Your hand with mine and drag it
Across the bedsheet to your cheek
And we both pretend to watch TV you
Ask me if I’m comfortable i
Am i ask if you’re comfortable you
Are rehearsing as if we haven’t
Done this before each time
Getting more comfortable
Than the last but this time’s
Different my heart is thrashing much louder
Than usual i’m scared it’s
Nudging you back and forth
This time’s different
You turn around to face me
With your eyes noticeably closed these were
The moments I live for
The subtle physical movements
That said absolutely
Nothing but screamed with invitation this
Time’s different as I simultaneously hear the
Show on TV and feel
Everything humanly possible this moment
Is drowning me in the TV characters are at
It again stuck between moving on and
Fighting holding on they’re saying out
Loud what we’re characteristically
Too stupid to say to each other this time’s
Different the TV is just the right
Volume when nobody’s saying anything
The silence pulls your eyes open looking at
Me this time not asking but
Telling i move my face closer everything
I was able to hear
Drops out to nothingness and your thoughts
Are blaring out of your soul
I finally rest my lips on yours
And you hurriedly press back
Just for me and you just for me and
Just for you and for me, baby (Just for you)
Just for you and for me, baby (Just for you)
Just for you and for me, baby (Just for you)
Just for you and for me, baby (Just for you)
Just for you and for me, baby (Just for you)
Just for you and for me, baby (Just for you)
Just for you and for me, baby (Just for you)
So here we are in my bed again
But this time’s different because I had made
The decision to let go of the comfort
And narcissistic hope, but of course
This was the night of all
Nights that strange house
Got to you the night when we still
All had a fingerprint access
Regardless of what floor
It was the night I left my door
Open the night I couldn’t
Sleep later you would
Tell me that you didn’t expect things to
Get that far you had come to just
Sleep in my arms again and I
Wondered if you were naïve
Or just dishonest we
Didn’t even say anything after it happened
We just held each other tighter the TV
Content and dim and in the darkness
I almost thought I saw you
Smile and before I closed
My eyes I assured myself this
Time will be different