Wiser Observer - Maybe lyrics

I don't know what it is you want me to say
Who knows a year and three months from
Now we can try this again
But I guess right now this is goodbye

I still remember the first time that we met
A black girl with an English accent, oh yes!
Then my friend told me
"You've been slacking
We gave you a speech it's time to wake
Up that British girl go and get"
So I made a drink poured up
Double cup that's wassup
Then I made you laugh kevin Hart
Then I used that line
That's always played out
"Would you like some air?" so we head out
I grabbed your ass while we made out
The party was inside, we stayed out
Then you got too drunk wasn't that much fun
Never saw you for a while
But I ended up seeing you again
On a whole other night
Went to a party who would've knew
That you were gonnna be there too
We talked for a little bit and I told
That joke nobody found funny but you
Remember summer sessions? Back of car
Kept raining harder
First time I told a girl how
I felt of my father maybe it was the alcohol
Your friends told me that you liked me
But I never called I never texted
Your patients with me grew restless
Couple months went by
I thought I'd never see you again this time
But colour party girl there you were
I went to say "Hi!" since saw you first
Small talk "Maybe we could start again
Where we both left off?" she said, "Nah"
"'Cos Tuma you're drunk
And the way you treated me
Was really messed up"
I said, "Girl, that was your fault"
I should not have said that
The way you yelled and the
Way you snapped back
Fighting tears I could tell you felt that
I was being selfish, wish I could take back
What I said but I can't
So I kissed your lips and you kissed me back
But only for a minute
'Cos you pushed me back and said
"Tuma stop! Stop messing with my feelings"
"I can't go through all of this again"
I'm just wishing I said I liked you back then

Man I can't believe that you wrote this
I can't believe that you wrote this
And all over one girl? Your self
Promise man you just broke it
We do not love any of this girls
So just take this mic and just hold it
We are aiming for the whole world now
Is not the time to lose focus
This love thing is all bogus
When did you stop growing?
You make her laugh have some fun and then
Cut her off man you know this
Treat these women like objects
Focus on your rap projects
Now's the time to make progress there'll
Be plenty of women I promise
Damn when the hell did you get so soft?
Don't want to get hurt? Better break this off
It's like you forgot you had a broken heart
You really think that this
Time will be different?
Give a part of yourself to these girls
Your whole heart man will go missing
Man I can't believe that you wrote this
I can't believe that you wrote this
Took a long time to heal you're
Just rushing off to get broken
What about the dream? What about the team?
What about the family
Nigga? Did you forget what it means?

Maybe one day she will be your home
Maybe one day she will be your own
Maybe this drinks a little too strong
Maybe tired of being on your own

What do you want me to say? What
Do you want me to say?
Do you really think if it was up to me
I'd have any of it this way?
Yes I still remember my ex
Still remember the pain to this day
It hurt back then
But look at me now I'm okay
I'm doing pretty great doing well on my own
Just been a while since a girl that I've
Met made me think should I be alone
And I know we dreamed of
Killing this music nice cars, nice home
And I know we said wouldn't fall
For these girls 'Till we set, 'till we grown
There's still a lot of girls
Out there Still a
Whole world haven't seen out
There world out there
Just wanna live my life i just wanna thrive
But I'm not gonna lie this ain't love
But this girl's really occupied my mind
What do you want me to say? What
Do you want me to say?
This girl's got me thinking we
Could be together one day
I'm trying to build the
Greatest castle ever seen, but
What's a king to do without a queen, bra