Wiser Observer - Really Don’t Miss You lyrics

I really don't miss you
I really wish that I could say that I do
But I really don't miss you
It's fucked up but it's true it's true
Miss you
I really wish that I could say that I do
But I really don't miss you
It's fucked up but it's true it's true

I'm indulging psychopathic behaviour, yeah
I don't feel you maybe I've gotten crazier
Yeah i found new pain, I've gone
Insane, my new saviour, yeah
I lay here, yeah yeah
Count my days here, yeah yeah
On the threshold of comatose
All sorts of downers yeah give me those
Sexual encounters have me feeling close
My mind is loud so I do the most
I stay up working, I sure deserve
It, some things are personal, yeah
No time for hurting now, bigger purpose
A lot of practice breaking up, yeah
We know, yeah
Sticks and stones they may break your bones
But heartbreak has never felt equal
Please know I'm sorry, but I keep it going
We've made mistakes like this before
Irrational decision making I need some
Peace inside my soul
I dread your texts and your phonecalls

I really don't miss you
I really wish that I could say that I do
But I really don't miss you
It's fucked up but it's true it's true
Miss you
I really wish that I could say that I do
But I really don't miss you
It's fucked up but it's true it's true

What do you want me to say?
My healing path my own way
No reminiscing on peace (no)
My mind I'm giving no lease (no)
I can auto-complete my message
Lie to your ego you're special
Wash and rinse and repeat emotional relief
This dance you do
You're laced up so see-through
(so see-through) you have no clue
Your make up on me too (on me too)
Round-about in this circus
Fake flowers going to hurt you
Yes, girl, I loved you too
But I don't miss you
Rigor Mortis and frostbite is my cardiology
It's a part of me
Logically you're not an enemy
You're still into me so I cautiously
Craft my responding just right
Twilight zone of my best life
Censorship so I'm not offending thee
Words are deadly, tone is kindling

I really don't miss you
I really wish that I could say that I do
But I really don't miss you
It's fucked up but it's true it's true
Miss you
I really wish that I could say that I do
But I really don't miss you
It's fucked up but it's true it's true

Fairytale blasphemy empathy atrophy
I don't need a mask on feel
Fresh air I smell my fantasy
Swagger go hey (swagger go hey)
Tuma go bad, released no inhibition
It's fucking delicious was
Suffering passively
Lack of imagination I feel so
Trapped in monogamy and I breathe slow
My feelings have dissipated my brain has
Been calibrated I feel more alive
Till death do us apart for life
Vampire full moon tonight
I'm so monstrous, I'm so goul-ish
I should feel some type of foolish
But I don't (I really don't) miss you
I'm back and forth I'm conflicted
If it's an issue
Back and forth on my demeanour
Am I coping or internal bleeding?
Am I supposed to cry more?
I'm quite okay on my own
Something's dead or I've grown
Cringe and wince at my thoughts
Humour my loss

I really don't miss you
I really wish that I could say that I do
But I really don't miss you
It's fucked up but it's true it's true
Miss you
I really wish that I could say that I do
But I really don't miss you
It's fucked up but it's true it's true