Wiser Observer - Russian Bear Interlude lyrics

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Wiser Observer

Where do I start?

'Cos I've got a lot on my mind

Where do I start? I drank a part
Of Russian Bear
I feel it burning in my heart
My thoughts they're getting dark
My heart, it's pumping hard wait
It's slowing down the vodka it's kicking in
The buzz I'm feeling it i'm trying to quit
The weed, I no longer hit
It's just not for me
I turn to God for the answers that I seek
I try to read the bible
Everyday of every single week
I'm feeling weak and the bep is not helping
I am my soul and the soul is what you feed
Not trying to preach
I'm just a man who's plan is
To be called great from other
Than his friends but
I appreciate the love and I pray
You don't take offence and understand
What I'm trying to say
'Cos I've got a lot on my
Mind that I'm trying to say
About my friends and my fam and
The girls that got away
And I wish that I could drop
A Drake song on this
But Windhoek's real small and
People talk 'bout this
I wish that I could drop names on the dames
Who played a part in my life
Or made me feel ashamed
Wish I could dedicate a song and
Say who it was to but a couple lines you'll
Probably know it's you

Broken promises the simile of broken
Windows on a pretty house
So I promise not to promise
But promise to make an effort
So promise you won't promise
But promise you get the message
Russian Bear thoughts make me toxic
Haven't rapped in a while
Almost thought I lost it
"Cavity So Sweet, what's so different now?"
Well I'm wiser now wiser Observer